Thursday, December 11, 2008
As stated as the pop ups~
somesort of hate "theonly-lastmemories"~
mayb, mayb.. change to other blog name?
let you guys know soon..
can't hope tomorrow, never comes..
Seems given up though,
individually, personality and perhaps afew more.
~ lack of confidence~
~ the vivid support that's not sufficient~
~ Attitude? Reason for it?~
Labels: Given-up myself~
Friday, November 28, 2008
mind who cant really think.
Worries was of rubbish.
What differentiate between worring and bullshiting..
no definite answer, yet to be felt by heart.
dont understand..
am i still the balloon?
Remember the five simple rules to be happy:
1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.
2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happen.
3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less
& Remember this is art of living
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i remember doing this last time.. but dont seemed to work out..
"Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out of t he deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up. "
seems like mine had lots of dirt now..
as if putting a weight that's killing me.
by the way, this is the story to the moral.
"THE DONKEY
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbours to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well.. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up.
As the farmer's neighbours continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! "
ERM, post this somehow main focus will be for lehan..
remember to read yup hanz!!
and of cuz alot others.. hopefully, i can do it too..
What's happening winston?
a question favoured to ask by alot other and as well as myself.
Nearly capsized my whole brain to think about that.
Read through a blog.
Understand some stuffs.
Without lying, suicide did came past my thinking before.
but rest assured, dont think winston will be doing such foolish stuffs, just overstressed i think?
Seems like; winston=burden, winston= brings sorrow, winston=thinks too much.
Pillars of support gone along with good memories recently by the decision made.
sacrifice? or pure dumbdumb?
And erm, finally the theme of the blogskin merged with the winston now.
winston with no confidence?
still seeking for the smiles hidden within.Anyone to lead me to them,could you? once there was.. though
(what's happening!?)
Saturday, November 01, 2008
Finally!! Samsung omnia!!
Complicated but kinda like it!!
xD
~Sick~
Monday, October 27, 2008
seriously, wondering what i had been recently..
happy? i dont noe~
perhaps, this is the way though.
dying seems to be a very interesting topic~
although it's abit selfish but, it's just a word to describe..
Wonders, what dying feels like?
POOF*
there goes winston~
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
another end of the day~
delightful day!
bought a shirt and belt xD
drank starbucks again =)
i dont noe wad to blog le sorry~
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seriously, it's not that i am being kind to you..the fact is, i don't know how to not, Not be kind and nice to you..it's more like a normal reaction..explanation for you to think =)*PrinceBlur*
Monday, October 20, 2008
Along with the weekend, the end of holidays.. which bought about a new start in the new school semester.
Horrible weekend working i guess..
excited for later's S.Garden buffet lunch with poly friends!!
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Sometimes i seriously wish to tell you, had so much to share.
but the time's not right yet, if i choose to tell now.. there might be consequences to bear.
With the wounds hidden inside, i seriously wonder if it's a good/bad thing..
some questions , me myself don't even have answers for,
the solutions will be the time.
Time will reveal the exact path to take, while blocking the entrance of the others.
~XinTong~
~confused~
Labels: confused and *hard to describe feeling*, seriously
Sunday, October 12, 2008
works' pretty much pleasant apart from some lil stuffs..
tired! haas
Carve ~~ for chocolate!!! GOSH!!
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it's now 12/10/08 11.30pm..
and i gonna wakie at about 4.15am 13/10/08..
working monday to friday.. in the AIRPORT!!
BUT 6am start work sia!!
thankfully.. 3pm fang gong le =)
xD
wish me luck~~
Yawn yawn, winston going offf to bed~
*dont sad le , if there bound to be sorrows, just be heartbroken by the one's that worth your tears and saddness my dear..*
