Wednesday, August 01, 2007
well,10 more days to 3rd month..
but..
31/07/07...10.50+pm..
it all ends..
she initiate it..
had this feelin even before the conversation..
tear* quite awhile..
only jus that i manage to bring myself to the fact..
from wad i think..
mayb i am jus a bastard...
selfish.. over-sensitive?
all my fault ba..
she's a nice gal..
sweetest memories always remembered in my heart..
ty jasmine..
although ue are not the first gal who hurts me ..
but..
ue are truely one to make me tears n hurts the most for ue..
thru this r/s..
learn afew things..
keepin to my own for now..
Guang n aik accom me while i am in the conversation..
they saw my tears*.. so p.s
however..
i try to show them my strong side...
83 days..
2months n 22 days..
118013mins..
7080780sec..
..
somehow..
i often think..
if she isnt a IJ gal might be better..
or that she is not ?? years old..
..
so that's the ending to my 1st relationship?
i don noe..
time is needed to think it over n over..
she needs abit time..
weiwei family don hate themself de ba..
but..
Winston's do ba...
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