Thursday, May 01, 2008
Song title: cha jian er guo
Chorus:
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说
要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过..
For me ..i understand that..
"我不是个好男人"..
the reason why i am not a good guy was that
Lovell called last afternoon and we had a lil chat..
i understand what he meant..
think alot about the issue the whole night..
even till now..
"what do i treat xxx as.."
i believe probably only lovell understand what i meant here..
What should i do..
haven been so stressed till now..
deep inside my mind..Blank!!
i only felt that "wo dui bu qi da"..
feel damn down and useless now..
dont know how should i face xxx ...
what should i say to xxx...
and on the other side..
"我不是个好情人"...
this i believe only those who really understand my whole problem will knows..
in the first place..
i was nt meant to be a good xxxxx...
it was my mistake and wrong that i percieved
xxx as the previous xxx...
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been rather headache till now..
cant really sleep..
abit worried for xxx though..
why drink @pple martini..
next time drink apple juice jiu hao le kay~
dont go to that kinda place too often alright..
...
why worried so many stuff ..
how xxx go home??...
someone accom??
taxied?? OMG!!
after saying wad i really thinks in me..
i felt abit relieved now..
not kinda want ppl to understand n console me bout my prob ..
but jus to relieve myself from certain stress..
and lastly..
i would like to apologise for saying all this...
to the affected ones...
SORRY!!
okay 6.30am now.. labour day..
no sch.
who am i?
i am who?
me=unimportant person isit?..
WHATEVER...
FanJian=Winston
Winston=FanJian
kKay.. OrhOrhz time xD