Friday, August 01, 2008
with the decision last night, it's a risk,
the decision between, to lie or to reveal the truth..
happened to think about it for awhile..
afew decisions came along though
back to starting point of , there could only be one..
what's over should be unloaded from my burden,
the burden that tied me on..
for the risk, the one, i will move on..
towards the life i looked upon..
the rainbow that stood by my side..
i decided to reveal the truth and get myself up and move along..
then just, lying to myself that" i am trying to move on"
if there's fate, i would hope to embrace
in the smoothing shine of my rainbow..
the feeling which was once lost..
i could feel it once again, somewhere near,,
that's where, my rainbow lies..
the path in the past, when i am still tied..
feels tired and emotionless..
after having held on for the past few months..
i will not 'try' to get myself up anymore..
...
i would move on.. no more tryin but a must to carry on my journey..
what awaits me in this vast and lonely ocean..will be a mystery yet
inside myself, i could feel the touch of the glitters from the rainbow's shine..
leading me to my destination as i ventured into this dream of mine..
Smiles*
