~ Memories~

given up~

2008-12-11T16:39:00.003+08:00

As stated as the pop ups~
somesort of hate "theonly-lastmemories"~
mayb, mayb.. change to other blog name?
let you guys know soon..
can't hope tomorrow, never comes..
Seems given up though,
individually, personality and perhaps afew more.
~ lack of confidence~
~ the vivid support that's not sufficient~
~ Attitude? Reason for it?~

2008-11-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

mind who cant really think.
Worries was of rubbish.
What differentiate between worring and bullshiting..
no definite answer, yet to be felt by heart.
dont understand..

am i still the balloon?

2008-11-28T20:58:00.003+08:00

Remember the five simple rules to be happy:

1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.

2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happen.

3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.

4. Give more.

5. Expect less

& Remember this is art of living

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i remember doing this last time.. but dont seemed to work out..

"Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out of t he deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up. "

seems like mine had lots of dirt now..

as if putting a weight that's killing me.

by the way, this is the story to the moral.

"THE DONKEY

One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbours to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well.. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up.

As the farmer's neighbours continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! "

ERM, post this somehow main focus will be for lehan..

remember to read yup hanz!!

and of cuz alot others.. hopefully, i can do it too..

2008-11-28T02:13:00.002+08:00

What's happening winston?
a question favoured to ask by alot other and as well as myself.
Nearly capsized my whole brain to think about that.
Read through a blog.
Understand some stuffs.
Without lying, suicide did came past my thinking before.
but rest assured, dont think winston will be doing such foolish stuffs, just overstressed i think?
Seems like; winston=burden, winston= brings sorrow, winston=thinks too much.
Pillars of support gone along with good memories recently by the decision made.
sacrifice? or pure dumbdumb?
And erm, finally the theme of the blogskin merged with the winston now.
winston with no confidence?

still seeking for the smiles hidden within.Anyone to lead me to them,could you? once there was.. though

(what's happening!?)

2008-11-01T02:44:00.000+08:00

Finally!! Samsung omnia!!
Complicated but kinda like it!!
xD
~Sick~

2008-10-27T17:17:00.002+08:00

seriously, wondering what i had been recently..

happy? i dont noe~

perhaps, this is the way though.

dying seems to be a very interesting topic~

although it's abit selfish but, it's just a word to describe..

Wonders, what dying feels like?

POOF*

there goes winston~

2008-10-21T03:28:00.003+08:00

another end of the day~
delightful day!
bought a shirt and belt xD
drank starbucks again =)
i dont noe wad to blog le sorry~
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seriously, it's not that i am being kind to you..
the fact is, i don't know how to not, Not be kind and nice to you..
it's more like a normal reaction..
explanation for you to think =)
*PrinceBlur*

2008-10-20T01:22:00.013+08:00

Along with the weekend, the end of holidays.. which bought about a new start in the new school semester.

Horrible weekend working i guess..

excited for later's S.Garden buffet lunch with poly friends!!

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Sometimes i seriously wish to tell you, had so much to share.

but the time's not right yet, if i choose to tell now.. there might be consequences to bear.

With the wounds hidden inside, i seriously wonder if it's a good/bad thing..

some questions , me myself don't even have answers for,

the solutions will be the time.

Time will reveal the exact path to take, while blocking the entrance of the others.

~XinTong~

~confused~

2008-10-12T23:28:00.003+08:00

works' pretty much pleasant apart from some lil stuffs..
tired! haas
Carve ~~ for chocolate!!! GOSH!!
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it's now 12/10/08 11.30pm..
and i gonna wakie at about 4.15am 13/10/08..
working monday to friday.. in the AIRPORT!!
BUT 6am start work sia!!
thankfully.. 3pm fang gong le =)
xD
wish me luck~~
Yawn yawn, winston going offf to bed~
*dont sad le , if there bound to be sorrows, just be heartbroken by the one's that worth your tears and saddness my dear..*

2008-10-11T04:11:00.003+08:00

10/10/08
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will update after work (if not tired)
haas
but yar..
wore my new shoes out today.
though it doesnt serve the purpose anymore but ya nvm =)
however, my poor little feets get blisters from the new shoeesss ..
afew of them somemore..
.
*pain*

2008-10-01T14:46:00.002+08:00

30sep 2008
one simple word inspired winston to move his lazy bum to update~

'THREESOME"

hahas

that's the word~!!
another memorable day i would say HAAS
outing with miss potential Gucci!!
xD
watched my first M18 show which didnt really revealed *Those* type of scenes hahas
3.5/5 stars? vinky, christina barcelona~
=)
shopped the whole day with winston didnt buying any things xD
some words are choosen to rather forgotten by me =P
OH!
ya and the super nice ,starbucks coffee night ^^
we had coffee, mine's hot while gucci's cold *BrainFreezing to be exact hahas*
better takeare alright
Smiles*

1 oct 2008

went bugis with chunaik , G.D and his wife..

a day which caused my heart to shatter to pieces xD

spend $3XX on a watch, Seiko Criteria

and ate somethings before meeting Yx,zy,lehan and NN to boat quay xD

cant seemed to find a suitable pub to go to..

just in time.. chun aik recalled his friend who worked in a pub nearby =)

and TadAh! there we went ^^

ordered a Martell, with free flow mixer *the girls cant drink much though*

okay.. feel abit weird in the pub in the beginning..

but things start to become better when we had alil to drink xD

*HIGH!!*

hahas

we sang songs xD

played afew games..

ya, an enjoyable night i think =)

recieved a call.*kinda shocked?*

but relieved i can say, at least i can be a listening ear ( hope to do some help?)

afterwards..

mayb had alil too much for that night... donnoe why?!

haas still remain clear i think xD

winston's not drunk but Yx was!!

hahas

cabbed back home..

ZzzZZzzZzz SLEPT!!

and yar..

hahas

2 oct 2008

shopping day!

collected pay but haven cash out so..

winston's poor bank acc left with $8?

hhaas

but no worries xD

got cash with me *luckily* hahas

abit only though

shop shop shop

bringing winston*fashion consultant* along to shop does helps right Miss Gucci?

hehez~

Walked back to mrt..

settled some stuffs with mom~

and met Yx to let the girls have alil chat xD

afterwards.. as usual~

hahas

reached home..

erm

yar..

someone's down..

though i am a tiny bit tired ..

but i cant seem to neglect the situation ~

you understands don you?

slept at 5am when i wakie at 7+,8am?

hahas YAWNzzz

stupid working day today though..

forget my cards.. cash..

blur..winston

^^,

and yup..

here i am again..

gonna sleep..

bye folks..

~Winston

Smiles*

OH YAR.. this is winston's personality test.. erm

SPOOOKY!! is 90+% accurate xD

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-09-30T00:11:00.006+08:00

hello folks,

Ah Tat (winston) 's back for preventing this bloggy from rotting

hahas

.....

alright

i will give a short little summary about my recent life.

"Sweet and nice"

abit too short right

haas

oh okay, outings recently~

and even a simple dinner were worth being treasured ~

embraced into this warm enjoyment, time's not that major matter..

but the actions does..

seriously, it showed where my path should be,

and there bound to be Smiles in expressions~

"Happy!"

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somehow a feeling went back to me.. though it's tot to be hidden..

but ya,

it revealed itself to the surface again~

"Heart-pain"

(and gosh, it's not heart attack folks, winston's OKAY!! hahas)

a day which starts off well and Sweet..

i did something horrible, though heard it's alright.

but still ya.. worried!

even till now i believe~

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Weekend's great!

but ya, didnt have the mood to sell though

kinda still weird weird in me~

think something's wrong..

but i believe it's fine now HEEZ =)

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Today!!

haas guess my right eyes took the lesson taught due

to my stupid big foot(right one) that made pong~ pain pain that day,

yup, eye painful since morning i guess..

met guang didi at around 4 am below my hse for monsterhunter!! (psp)

till 7+am after we ate beehoon i think~

but.. ya..

woke up at 10am?

jus a simple 2-3 hrs of rest ~

went down to tutor my juniors(YingHui and Kevin) MATHS!!

and HAAS my maths are rusty!!

fortunately, the formulas came back to me just in time !?

teach teach teach (Vomited TONS of blood OPPS!!! jus jking alright)

*Good luck to those having N'lvls yup*

!jieling!

better start study liao hor haas

heard maths' hard this time round~

jiayou~

Saw the sisters(the whole bunch of them) screaming and waving to me around 3+pm?

at my busstop?

hahas they are simply funny yup

and VROOM!! bused to amk where i meet zy and lehan for "hua pi" aka painted skin~

nearly slept in the cinema but.. i would rate it 3.4-4/ 5 stars!!

haas nice i think, i jus kept thinking and visualizing throughout the show!?

someone cried!? (that's lehan btw HAAS)

slacked around amk hub, remember the horrible curry the last time i came here wid PongPong~(cute name eh )

hahas ..

it's just sweet memories, and of cuz there's more to add on right?~

okay~

soon after, we bused back to my hse ..

the girls wanna play wid my charcoal*

(it's my dog btw HAAS)

think they had some fun?

hahas, someone miss my charcoal too HAAS

bring to your hse there soon alright (charcoal misses you too!)

Alright, don't know why~

pick up the call and chatchat~

(that's when i get Ah tat as my nicky)

MUHAHAS

AjiSeN 2moro!!!

haas

and of cuz, drving lessons start 2moro too!!

anxious~

alright, off i go to enjoy my nice bed(charcoal likes my bed i think, doesnt seems willing to get pushed off from my bed by me HAAS)

Good nights all

Wan an~

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and TA DAH!! maggots and worms killed!!

(^^)

2008-09-11T04:23:00.002+08:00

gonna believe it? Winston's going to sleep early tonight...

sleep early yup =)

guess it's good for me too xD

not gonna sleep late again?

yup, i would say so HAAS

Good Nights..

Mood's high high tonight

will be a good night sleep and

a Nice Day 2moro!!

Smiles*

2008-09-10T05:11:00.001+08:00

HELLO!!
lotsa things to post but abit lazy now haas
tired liao le =)
5.11am, winston's gonna slp hahas
GoodNights!!
Smiles*

2008-09-08T05:48:00.002+08:00

yet, another tian liang before winston went into hibernation ..
is there really a limit ?
notsure, don want to try either =)
consequences i cant afford to bear!!
haas
weekend's fine~
sales' good this time round~
BTT on tuesday!
haas
wish me luck!!
Life's just full of Ups and Downs..
Where do i plot mine?
fallen without a rope to hang on to ~
wishing upon the UPS to arrive soon
Smiles*
~winston
the mere difference between love and loved..
i believe, this could be used in alot of situation and also explanation..
for mine~
kept as a secret for you all to infer hahas
Cheers~
GoodNights all
Oh ya
6/9/08
stella:
^^ ~ Happy birthday~ stella^^
pardon me for the coming with the absence of prezzies yup~
but the gathering is not bad right
Smiles*
Jie ling:
i believe, in certain times, we cant force things against fate..
what we can do will be wait for miracle? or accept the fate?
have a brief understanding of the consequences in yourself first alright =)
don let the sorrows and stress bring upon the down mood for studies kay~
Smiles* too

2008-08-27T04:39:00.002+08:00

Today.. Opps i meant Yesterday~

It's a Happy day!!

haas

though it's a stressful day but..

some happenings just make the Smiles* back into me..

"Hope"

surprisingly, today's post is an URGE.. to update xD

mood incredibly GOOD

positive i think?

recent days, a boi was described to be similiar to me(in terms of character?)

quite curious who could it be..

must be an introvert

BUT

too bad to those girls "interested"

he's sec3 xD woohaas~

Randomization here~

Alright.. just finished studying.. abit early yup (>.<)'

5am now, winston's going sleep now ^^

Orh ..

nearly forget something..

Congratz!!

GPA 2~

and of cuz..

freak that BullFrog teacher..

*err anyone could cook frog leg porriage?, RP needed one such chef!!*

HAAS

Byebye all

~Winston

Smiles*

2008-08-21T01:12:00.005+08:00

today's a special day~

20.08. 2008

only hope that you will Smiles could stay wid you.. on and on..

now and forever~

here's afew pics to share for today xD( shown above)

and sorry for frightening you all with the first pic of a guy (chunaik)

edited wid a xiongxiong pic as the first pic to allow a more pleasant look"G.D's doggie"

HAAS

yup will let the pics do the talkings

some stories could be inferred too xD

jjuus not the first pic

hahas

enjoy~

hmm i didnt lie alright, i would neber do that right hahas

Smiles*

oh ya, and post up my previous de also ba so ppl can tag me le xD >> don wannt go blogger to update though haas , so do a brief one via cbox xD<<

had been crazy over " take me to your heart" song recently xD especially the one by (MLTR & anson hu) the lyrics means alot i guess, well had some chat wid yx and friends.. enjoyed the chat but..

(cont) but.. left me wonderin about myself, things i do, my character.. i would choose" i am imperfect that's why"as the reason to held me on ba.Will improve, SMILES!! *held on me & never let go,girl*

SmileSmiles*

a brand new start...

2008-08-15T21:57:00.004+08:00

Yesterday's the past,
what i will do now,
will be putting down what wasnt meant to be there..
the decision that should be done previously..
so..
ya.
there seems to be a trend to close blogs recently..
therefore..
WinstoNearDevastation will now end the blog..
this is the final post.. good bye all...
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BUT..
the winston now.. shall continues hehez

"she's the one, who will lead me out of the darkness; while i hope to be the one leading her through her life. Despite the hardship or sorrows in her, i will be the one who will still held on to her hands, giving the support she needed...Winston"
i will like to be this type of guy..
(Number of girlfriends are not important, it's the only "True Love" that counts)
and following will be a song's lyric..
it's pretty meaningful..
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^Take me to your heart^
Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl
[Chorus]
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or neverBring me far away
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart
Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
[Chorus]
(the link's to the song, i felt that it's rather not bad? haas do have a look if there's time )
http://www.pconline.com.cn/pcedu/carton/mtv/0410/478018.html
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Yup, today's a nice day,
with the sun shining right above us HAAS
HOT!!
Haas.
Rushed out of house at bout 12.40..haas overslept
sorry mj, made you wait xD
mrted- to erm.. outram
unfortunately Hahas we like both mountain tortoises, abit lost there
but managed to get some drinks somewhere at pearl plaza?
not long soon, jess reached~
feel abit stupid cuz haas both me and mj walked the route like 3 times already? hahas
walk walk walk.. poor mj , shoulder must be hurting all along right..
=(
but the food brings our mood All the way up
it's nice, we had porriage but i don like the pig liver in mine
had alil bit of chitchat there
and off we go.. back to the mrt station.. (4th time walking pass the route)
then mrted to lavender..
office's queue's long..
haas so we went down to have a sit somewhere while in mid, i went to buy some stuffs
=)
"jiajia" rocks when you need something cooling xD
alright, luckily the queue's disappeared quick enough
so we went up there and chilled for abit till both girls collected their pay^^
soon, we departed with jess while we headed for hougang xD
Craving starts to ring our hunger haas
went ajisen for ramen YumYUM!!
shall have another round there soon yup^^
hot hot hot~ feverish's the word to describe
badbad thing
so barley's the right thing to get..
~.~
hopefully it does helps ya
accomed her back, ad home sweet home for me =)
and think it's bout all le ba..
takecare and we'll go sentosa soon okie =)
it's a brand new start for me
and i will treasure the moments from now on
winston's tagline is back~
Smiles*

2008-08-12T20:34:00.003+08:00

here i am again, 2nd post of the day
came by this quote from a friend
"When I know you, I felt as if my heart found its destination"
Seems to be very familiar right.. (but i feels that it was copied somewhere? mayb)
not by me but the main substance is there,
let me think of another short short sentence~
"As life goes on without you by my side, deep inside my heart; i miss you"
the overall meaning's different,
because of the different aspects of our destination..
and Tricia..
remember this alright,
sorrow might brings you down
and even makes you even harder to carry yourself up ..
But if you try,
Smiles* will eventually become the determine factor to overcome those sorrows..
not to forget them,
but moves on and see the better side of life..
although the wounds might be still there..
yet i believe, with another person.. be it in the future or as time comes by..
the one who truly treasures and understands you..
will lead you through all these pain..
you felt confused now, but don't stress yourself alright..
winston's tagline~~~ Smiles*
Hope it will cheer you up alittle =)
okay, i am going down to study already!!

2008-08-12T14:32:00.002+08:00

12 August 2008
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alright, jus been killed by my Marketing research paper yesterday..
it's super horrible terrible..
And collected my IJ for "financial aspect of marketing"
it's ideal!! haas manage to get a A.. which weightage of 10%
okay, now my favorite section and perhaps a boring section for you all..
but, frankly.. for those who really understand and hope to find more..
you can infer from it..
copyrighted too..
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Over the days recently..
sorrows seems to build up as i moves on
it's a decision i choose in the first place
and never regretted..
though it might seems torturing..
but i will still endure it on..
it's worth , wasn't it?
initially, Smiles were brought into my life
by the one, my Guardian Angel..
all i could hope for, is just how you lead me on
like how you did in the past..
time seems to be shorter from my perspective
treasure will be what i am trying now..
some sweet memories flowes back into my daily life
these past days..
images of those rides and moments worth treasured flashes vividly within me..
perhaps the best gift and form of motivation for myself..
Although time will heal my wounds of the past..
but, it also harvested new wounds..
wounds act as a form of lesson learnt..
as well as the price being paid.
as the distance gets apart..
the warm smiles, felt cold..
would i still carry myself up?
or just lay dead along the unknown darkness of my journey..
for now, i will endure whatever was being felt in these moments..
be it stress.. losing of touch and hope..
i will kept it within me, the bottle which meant to store these Sorrows..
feel that it's going to be filled up soon..
but, for what i will do now..
will be jus hang on tiill thursday..
till everything's over..
till there's some time for myself to cool down..
then i will decide what to do..
whether the overflowing bottle containing my sorrows ..
will bring me down..
or even gets me moving?
that's the main question..
To be , or not to be..
that's the question..
Copyrighted..
WinstoNearDevastation

2008-08-07T03:01:00.000+08:00

Thank you guys, always my form of support from different aspects
w/o you all, there wasnt a Winston of now
awaken me from these nightmares
the support seems to be pulling me up from the darkness
Really appreciated..
sometimes, it's only begins by myself..
tends to hold back some problems from revealing out
but it's all because i believe some of which
should be solved by myself and get over them.. personally
yet, still want to say another THANK YOU!!
~friends nvr regretted to have ,even when years passes on
7 /08/2008
3am now, as usual
didnt feel the urge to sleep though
done the projects!!
one test down,2 more to go
and 1 exam to add on the load
..
learned "dota" recently..
seems very new to me though
it's a form of socialize and relaxtion i think
come to know of a new friend..Christine~
had a few wonderful chats recently..
other form of motivation to me i guess..
Alright..
coming to the boring part..
Users, beware..
turn back or you might face winston's theories Muhahas !!
~
The path seems to be further as time goes on
wonder if it also meant that the "distance" is really far apart
always wanting to know the difference
hoping to change for what will benefit me and pull in the "distance"
can't see the ending point yet still struggles across the blazing dessert
Undoubt, the stress on myself mentally and physically
eventually builds up..
brought me to the cruel society and truth in certain times
for the past..
left me alone on the ground, still.. i will struggle to move on..
i had decided to let go of the past burden,
as i continue to venture towards this path of unknown world
praying for the long awaited destination to be the ending point..
Friends are my means of motivation..
For you are, my persevere for survival, my guardian angel to lead me on..
for you, even the slightest gleam of hope..
gets me moving..
what i noticed for now..
time leak away as i still continues onto my unknown path..
i'll treasure, what i have now..
not to grumble but will try to achieve much more..
even "if", the path venture into the devasted end of my journey..
where i found myself at the cruel fate..
i would understand, even"if" when the world come crushing down on me
one thing i will know, and one thing i wont know..
through my understanding of myself..
the painful truth will bring me down..all the way down
however, i will remember and imagine
the losing touch of my guardian angel...
the tears from her..
still, i knew..
it's not done intentionally..
it should not mean this way ..
But..
i will hang onto my belief and the shine of hope
from the smiles of her's..
..
the only thing i wont know..
will be the punishment inside myself..
whether, will i still carry myself up like now..
i will..
percieve the cruel world as a form of test..
and only sees the kind and gentle side of the worse.
though it's only you guys that pulls me up now..
i still hopes that..it might be "you" that stand by me even
when i am at my worse time..
end..
Sorry, and thanks those for reading through =)
Smiles*

2008-08-01T19:29:00.000+08:00

with the decision last night, it's a risk,
the decision between, to lie or to reveal the truth..
happened to think about it for awhile..
afew decisions came along though
back to starting point of , there could only be one..
what's over should be unloaded from my burden,
the burden that tied me on..
for the risk, the one, i will move on..
towards the life i looked upon..
the rainbow that stood by my side..
i decided to reveal the truth and get myself up and move along..
then just, lying to myself that" i am trying to move on"
if there's fate, i would hope to embrace
in the smoothing shine of my rainbow..
the feeling which was once lost..
i could feel it once again, somewhere near,,
that's where, my rainbow lies..
the path in the past, when i am still tied..
feels tired and emotionless..
after having held on for the past few months..
i will not 'try' to get myself up anymore..
...
i would move on.. no more tryin but a must to carry on my journey..
what awaits me in this vast and lonely ocean..will be a mystery yet
inside myself, i could feel the touch of the glitters from the rainbow's shine..
leading me to my destination as i ventured into this dream of mine..
Smiles*

2008-07-24T01:17:00.000+08:00

Projects,projects and even more projects!!
seems never ending to me though.
ALright, finally had my hands on the kinda shorts i eyed since a few months ago
just trying to get a new look? =)
guess it's not bad though hahas
bought some items over the weekend during my break.
2 polos, red and white in "cotton on", symbolise Singapore ya~ hahas
1 black shorts in Gio
1 Short sleeve Shirt in Fox shop
Total spending about $100++?
but seriously, that weekend will be also a 'OGDI'>>oh god damn it
however, still managed to sell a SLR which enable my mood to at the least bit improve i guess.
monday's presentation = failure, chionging projs too
tuesday..
had a early let off, abit only at bout 4.30..
bused to lil india, in which reached at bout 5.14? =)
Relax there abit till about 6+ i think hahas
what's the path ahead? i doesnt really know nor figured it out..
don't know why, ended up walking to the station, called miss handsome =P
happened that they were just below my level haas
run run run ..
saw them finally ^^
didnt managed to squeeze into the arriving mrt though
but haas after afew minutes, second came~
board on and chit chat wid them ..
mood seems alil better again =)
outing more ya~
reached hougang where my mood really seems to improve by alot..ALOT haas
had some fun in FairPrice and walking around the area :D
there my legs bought me walking again to the same location xD after saying some 'jokes'..
haas its like automatic le lor xP
Moods up and down recently.
Smiles*
With my journey ventured into this vast and unpredictable sea..
storms arriving whenever they want,
however shines from the rainbow occasionally,
brought about the Smiles in my life,
carry me up when i am down and helpless,
yet at times dump me along with the stress and tears,
awaiting not the best to come but only those Rainbows ahead of me =)

2008-07-14T00:15:00.000+08:00

haas gonna post about the movieing day later =) sleeping for now OPPs 4am eh xD

OyasumiNasai MinaSan~

another simple day

2008-07-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

here goes another simple day =)
sleep "early" last ya~ hahas
but manage to slp till bout 12.30pm
haas kinda rushed out to catch my bus to meet my folks in sch
xD abit pissed by some malays..
if i would choose a time to feel negative bout malays..
it will be today Gosh
sry to my malay friends, however it only refers to some of them HEEZ
not to mention them here~
yup, and reached sch to meet them for lunch,
late by 20mins.. sorry =D
abit affected by my emotion again i guess
Omg is it PMS!!
maybe? hahas jking guys
grabbed a sandwich for my lunch =P
surprised my folks there
"winston, are you sure that's enough?"
ya, now i found out..
peeps would probably eat 'more' when they are down?
haas i will be otherwise, that's me i guess but haas
know what~
IF...
i am good, i will eat like some famished mountain guy ^^
okay,skipskip xD
project time, consolidated some works and that's it
the two girls enjoyed using my lappy while on the other side,
they FREAK out from the cannibal issue i showed them,
girls nowdays ya~
alright then home sweet home..
enjoyed the iPoop alot, alot that's for sure =)
back at hougang, where i am Q-ing for my milk tea, JL called me =)
found my juniors all slacking in mac xD
somehow glad to see them..
bought my fries , coke and apple dippers =)
and that's for my dinner ^^
slacked with them till bout 9pm, finally get my milktea
bused wid jl to my house de busstop
while having her all the way back to her homeArea
in which is afew more busstop more, had some chat wid her..
i understand girl,
yup and at home..
rushed to get my supper 2 rounds somemore CARROT CAKE
haas
super tempting de la
that's all, sleeping soon i guess..
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everyone have their own problems, there's always set backs here and there in life.
standing by my belief and Perseverance ,
i believe,
and brave towards the storm..
with the rainbow awaiting me =)
Smiles*
although storms pushing me back,
the smiles will lead me through ^^~
Oyasumi all

2008-07-04T02:19:00.000+08:00

Finshed IJs for all Subjects so..
hhaas relieved i guess but projects rushing in now.. haiz
spoilt all the fun.
i guess, it will be summary for my past days again xD
cant remember the date too well =P
Days were full of surprises,
especially for the meals(most prob Dinner? xD)
schools's fun too i guess =)
Smiles* sure the substance to keep my life full of enjoyment and Colours i would say
Headaches 's hard to endure right, Anyone had any remedy for it? TAG ME!! haas
Java's SUCKs big big time haas Look alien to me though ^^
without these days, i couldnt imagine what could be me,
Do cheer up, and Try to remember the Smiles*
when you smile, i will feel it.
i do not want to fall back to the past,
i hope for the days i wanted to come..
from depths of my soul,
it's beyond my control.
Okay.. let's get on to
2/7/08
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Collected 3/4 of my subject's results from the day before, quite fine i guess haas
Managing business System(ABout Computer de bullshyt*) 72/100
Marketing research 77/100
Financial aspect of marketing(About interpreting $$?haas) 78/100
CB i don noe yet OPPS i meant Consumer Behaviour xD
Skipped CB lecture from 4-6 so.. haas
went for BTT registration (^ - ^)
alright, managed to meet up wid mj(as usual, i am waiting at the usual spot xD)
wore the same shirt and jeans
( oh please i did wash it , jus that dad stole my other shirt meant for that day)
bused to hougang mall, bought SweetTalk Milk tea "MilkTea&GreenAppleMT"
zhiyan reached hougang inter too =)
however, had a chat wid G.D over the phone from the journey from hougang
to the driving centre itself, haas sorry girls gonna leave you all to chat on bus
set the date for the test on 9/9/08 with a draft test 1hour before the actual test..
Waiting for it to come!!
haas
kinda sneaked pass aunt's shop hahas with mj joking bout muttons..
we jus laugh as if they's no one around,
please Colgate will spoilt your phone..
don't brush your teeth with your phone!!
haas
and AH HOCK AR!!
hahas cant stop laughing now though =)
i lunched at the kpt near the shop..
full please, haas charsiew rice + carrot cake xD
went for a haircut(Damn short la Gosh, blind me! haas)
so somebody was coming yck wor!!
haas and that will be zy's kuay lapis(bf) HEHEZ
and so, here we go again.. bused to Amk our next stop =)
When the queue line longer than we expect,
wad could we do?
HAAS
ARCADE!!!
bishiBASH!~!
had some nice experience there =)
down down down to B1, Mini octs for appeitizers xD
finally, to the dinning place "Pepper Dinner Opps Lunch ^^,"
somebody tempted me to have Hamber steak eh~
and succeeded haas
so here i am , eating another nice meal though
did something "retard" again omg~
after adding in the sauces, suddenly kinda realise there's a little tiny bowl beside my hot plate,
the sauce i should use? LOL
and laughter came~ "retarded" haas
finish up the meal real quick and hurried home,
hopefully mj could get some time to study i hope..(in which she didnt in the end hahas )
we bused back hougang, with zy & kuayLapis to kovan
bus journey seems short but enjoyable =)
gonna get a headache remedy hopefully soon.
something i didnt use before,
iPoot~~~
haas mj borrowed me one =)
THanks!!
err Admitting i came from moutains..
i er.. don noe how to use it lol
called her for help and managed to figure the way through =)
sync my playlist into the iPoot, and haas testing it ,
it's great^^
nth much on 3/7/08 though..
no surprises for the day~
June noticed the sudden change after we ate some appetizers..
don noe why, but jus happenes to me i guess..
Smiles*

Changed my playlist alil bit, Five times august's song suits me ,
haas but sounds abit moody =P
okay, jus finish watching a shot with love2..
summarize wad i felt:
sometimes, the one for you is hard to come and wait..
when he/she comes, he/she might also goes away..
treasure the moments, and look out for the "one"
i tot of having myself placed into bo's shoes..
i guess, we will have the same reactions..
with our heads down, heart shattered..
we are jus emotional guys..
finding a way back into love~
and look at the time now OPPS 5am
it's sleeping time!!
heez
Smiles*

2008-06-19T02:42:00.000+08:00

19/06/08
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had a Pleasant full day out wid GIRLS!!
haas
it's like 1 guy(me) and 4 girls..
after planning wad time to meet last night..
we(MEwinston,YOUmj,THATzhiyan) decided on 10.30am to eat breakfast xD
BUT!!
i think we all cannot wakie haas so meet at 1pm xD
slack slack, went to eat ramen on the second floor of hougang mall =)
she seems better ,which is Good~haas
we ordered two seafood ramen and one scallop ramen..
accompanied by 3 side dishes
"somebody" didnt finish the ramen xD
settled bill of bout $45?(shared) =P
and we saw mrs ho(changed)..
which after that, came xiang bing and norin...LOL
serangoon sec meet up day ar Rofl..
lucky i guess, there's smiles today =)
we all bused to YCK where the two ladys had their hair done..
mj starts first..(rebonding)
Zhiyan came in second haas(dye purple+red+brown?)
in which i am not there when they started lol
went walking in the rain to buy TauHuay!!
came back saw their hair all done(first stage nia)
slacked,chit chatted..
SLEEEPPP..
till 6+pm jiu leave the place after guang & jiarui & eric came not long..
zy went off faster to meet her "somebody"
while the rest (MEwinston,YOUmj,THATnorin and THExb)of us bused back hougang..
bishi bashi seems fun =)
pata~pata~pata PORN oppss pon i meant heez
Dling this two games now xD
norin and xb alighted at hougang point..
then .. we bused to hougang..
OMG... food frenzy i think haas
we bought lotsa things..
ramily(spelled wrong i think)burgers 2..
taiwan xiang chang 2..
takoyaki 1 packet( 3 balls)
Blue berry drinks 2..
Shark fin soup 1..
&
she bought nuts? and steam cakes for her mommy, her mom gonna love her haas
we walk walk walk .. to a nearby hdb block where we sat down to hab our dinner xD
enjoyed it lots too xP
send her home..
something unusual yet (^-^) happens..
don wan say.. xD
hahas
alright then here i am tired and sleep haas
going bath now le =)
jama~ta!!

2008-06-06T04:59:00.001+08:00

Lotsa things happened..
how could i describe it?
Sweet?
Not that suitable(but is kinda sweet though hehex) hmm..
alright i'll use, "fortunate" ..
3Years if i recalled..
it all happened during 2005 march..
Feelings Confirmed and announced at around July ba, due to "True or Dare"game LOL..
Time really pass through like a wink of the eyes..
ppl changed..
i changed..
not as isolated as before..
ever since that tragic which break me down on early 2007..
i could only tell meself One thing..
Winston..You are just not good enough..
haas
Winston's practically is the type of person that time BUT..
now..
i'll try..
i will avoid doing the same old things back then..
(2402)
GSS 2moro!!!
haas
now,5am le.. haven orh orhz..
gonna be Smacked by somebody tomorrow hahas =)
Good nights OPPS Morning!!!

2008-05-28T00:24:00.000+08:00

Shes The One - Robbie Williams

I was her she was me
We were one we were free
And if there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
We were young we were wrong
We were fine all along
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
When you get to where you wanna go
And you know the things you wanna know You're smiling
When you said what you wanna say
And you know the way you wanna play, yeah
You'll be so high you'll be flying
Though the sea will be strong I know we'll carry on '
Cos if there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one .

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She's the one, i believed all along. Time will tell,

and i will wait, that's for sure.

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haas 2moro eating McBeanCurds!! haas

YumYummie!!!

2008-05-26T02:04:00.000+08:00

Okay, will be posting Pics for this time round will be elaborating SOONN!!! haas

okay, for short.

me and my new hair colour, haas but end up dye wrong colour zZz

should be brownish Red..

hmm 2nd and third pic!!!

MISS LEE LU MAY!!!!!

OMGOMGOMGOMG..

she came ParkwayHarvey norman where i worked~ xD

OMG..

cant close my mouth le..

someone's a MOMMY now xD

not miss LEE le.. but Future Ms NG~!~

hehez

fourth, my doggie taking advantage of me ^^

okok..

last pic..

25/MAY..

baby Looney TUNES!!

isit spelled in this way? don noe? haas

well.

someone liked it but don wan go down see xD

so i took some pics but posted one up here ^-^

Cute right!!

alright Ja~na guys

2008-05-23T03:55:00.000+08:00

Too tired to blog today haas
sorry lar hor but still here..
to update some stuffs
xD
well..
(2402) Jia you lots for your test later on !!
i chop stamp plus extended warranty for your Distinction Muahahas
alright!!
Yawn^^ jus reached home.. going slp now.. wakie 8+ later OPPS
OMG!! 4+hours left..
Jama-ta~
Cya all

2008-05-17T01:34:00.000+08:00

4th day in which i on silent...
miserable day..
highly emo~
zZzz..
nvm 2moro then continue blogging..
2moro working with mommy!! rawh~!!

2008-05-16T05:48:00.000+08:00

14/05/08

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McGRIDDLES ROX!!!

haas i will say that perhaps this was one of my happiest morning

for a long time .. long long time..

woke up late..couldnt slp through out the night..

headache? break down? i don't know?

"i don't know"

muhahahas..perhaps (2402/65) knows why xD

So Sorry sry ~2402~

damn P.s can..

i was late by 30mins..

wanted to give the treat, but rejected^^

had a great time having my McGriddles with EGG!!! meal..

~2402~ ate Mcgriddles withOUT Egg~

oh Gosh, kinda wasted right? haas

chatting chattin and more chatting.. BUT

the stupid time just pass fast when i am simply enjoying myself..

haiz

ahHa.. i gib ~2402~ a lil psycho test MUHAHAHA!!!

Brilliant ANS~

what..OCEAN eh.. Somemore wanna get WET!! using Jet ski~

omgoOMGomg..

hahas ROFL..

goshGosh.. laugh till Cramp liao le lar xD

chat bout a lots of other stuffs too..

then jiu went to the library..

we parted soon after we reached the inter~

me on 27, while ~2402~ on 87..

Thank lots for having a meal with me, hoping for the next one soon hehez

went sch..meet my dear group mates for meeting..

but yet i was late(abit nia i think sry)..

didnt contribute much either..

sry again..

Wtf with some of the lawyers nowadays..

Kana so Fucked* up lar..

LOL

ok.. Fang xue time.. bused to boonkeng there.. on 23..

after alighting, walked bout 20+ mins to a 107 busstop..

kinda wanna gib ~2402~ alil surprise..

HAIZZ

but mission failed..

nvm,~2402~ walked with me to office, chatted lots too..

be careful with your lips alright~

drink more water..can help in your throat de xP

sory to let you starve so long~

okay..skip skip skip..

G.D issued ~2402~ xxx pay, we(n jeff n Co) went jian dao jian makan...

crapped there..

SKIP~

okie finish the meal le , we jiu walk to lavender busstop wait for bus.

played xxx psp..FINALFANTASY!!

hahas

bus come le..

we( me and ~2402~ nia)..damn packed..

behind us still got a super TALL indian guy lar..

fortunately, we get to find some seats on the second level..

so what do we do there..

okay~ chat alil while..

watched a Super sissy ice skating..

"i don't know"

then watched the "i don't know " movie..

LOL..

kept laughing though don quite get wad they say xD

okay.. off the movie, listen song..

someone Pon sch go buy ipod ar..

naughty naughty hahas..

okay~ unFortunately..

time jus passt too fast..

after we played "bumper car/ or kinda like roller coaster"..

jiu reached the stop le..

censored.

censored..

okay i went home...

hahas stop guessing wad's the censored..

cuz.. it's..

iiitttt'''sssss...

"i dont know"

LOL..

okay..

15/05/08

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went sch as per normal..

BORING~ LECTURE BY AH NAIR!!

then half way jiu go out eat liao le heez

typical Winston eh~

hmmm..went psycho tutorial 2-4pm...

fang xue le jiu bused to Hougang mall..

alone..

slacked in comic collection..

ZG found me WONDERFUL Claps*Claps*

again..bused to "somewhere" had dinner ..

jiu go office..

zg..conduct course for Newbies(camera de)

..SUDDENLY..

i helped too LOL

first time sia..nervous!!

course till 11.50pm like that..damn long de..

slack slack slack at office with lots others..

Freaked OUT by a GaGah..stupid Alac..

went supper at 3+am..

roti Prata.. CRAPPPED!!! alot there.. R21

hahas

full full now..

reached home at 5.40am like that..

waking at 10am l8r on.. CMI lar..

alright..

going orh orhz le..

someone going out wid vivian jiejie later too Sobs (^^)

jkjkin

Okay going slp le..

Last statement of the blog post..

This few days or even HOURS..

i enjoyed it to the fullest...

~2402~

how long can i go on..

feared of today..

feel like escaping..

feel of dying too..(but obviously i wont..)

WinstonJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAJIAYOU!!!

DamnThis10May2008

2008-05-11T00:46:00.000+08:00

40mins passed 10May..
a suppposingly Worth awaiting day for me..
a day i hoped that it will arrive..
a day for celebration..
a day full Smiles..
a day full of happiness...
i set upon very high..HIGH expectation for that day..
really planned...
oKay..
10May08 was my one year anni wid her...
...
on this fortunate day 10May2007..
it brought us together..
But..
on this DAMN 10May2008..
..
it leaves the story with a ending..
Yar~
we broke up so don't need guess liao..
..
lotsa stuff kinda happened today..
Planned $200 as my budget for the day..
the plan was..
-CoupleLab:Ring..$100
-Singapore Flyer..$60 for two person
-Neoprints..$10-20 might take more than one time ..
-Yoshi..$15 for lunch..
..
and yet on that that..
something happened..so i nearly bottoms up a medium Sprite from Macs..
though i hate carbonated Drinks..
still drank 70% st8 at the first go..
so..Spent $2,50 for the day nia..
before we start any activity..
things went from..
then BOOM!!..
That's all..
Probably stopping here le..
_Emotionless_
_Kill Myself_
_jus jkiing_
working l8r on ...
Cya all ^^

THANKS mei for helping me edit my blogCodes Heez
_
Domo~Arigato Onesan(Sister)

2008-05-10T02:11:00.000+08:00

9/5/08
---------
had a wonderful time listening to 3hrs of ghost stories during my break(lasting 3hrs)..
Totally FREAKED out la haas..
not kinda scared but i Liked to imagine the situation so kinda freaky
okay.. then 4-6pm mkt research lec..
but err...
As usual,Winston slept again haas too tired..
whenn wakie that time...
teacher said something that make me veri energetic haas
" class LAST slide before ue go.."
haas
then i jiu go Tpy look for her..
couched her wid Pool(though i Suz at it..)
then jiu bused to her hse..
slacked till 12.40am like that then bused home..
Quarrel wid her before i left..
so SUAI can..
1 yr anni Quarrel...100508...
hao ba.. gogoing slp le xD
Good night all..

SleepyWinston

2008-05-07T05:18:00.000+08:00

5.30am now..not yet sleeping ..
but perhaps soon..
finished changing the blogSkin...
HOWEVER, haas i wont kill myself de lar hahas xD
blogSong changed too.."Always be my Baby"
r/s stuff..i will leave it untold..
comments on my r/s; i am still LIVING!! Rawhhh
(^^)
heard lotsa advice...
even advices and comments from my new Comrades xD
THANKS~
later gonna be another boring day i believe..
okay wad exciting stuff happened yesterday..
6may2008
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the boring part will be that ITS A MORNING TUTORIAL OMG!!
hatehatehate morning Class..
nearly marked absent haas...
managed to arrive class 5mins before me and emili were Late hehez
emili saw the dead part of me in the morning(i wasnt fully awake yet girl)
class's okay..not too bored
Break time~
1hr nia,ate vegetarian fried rice wid lin teng..
of cuz wid other class mates too LoL
something STRANGE happened..
can someone who knows Winston, believe that he actually
completed his tutorial Hw..and not copying from others? haas
okayokay 2hrs pass..
Lecture time..
HAIZ
Boring boring~ everything the lecturerer said was on the notes lar..
then coming to the ending part that time..
as usual,winston cannot take it jiu OrhOrhz inside LT..
somemore 1st row infront of the lecturer..
bad thing is ...
IT"S QUESTIONS TIME..
Lecturer: okay,1M01's turn to answer
question one, winston will answer the first question..
<...a moment of silents.....>
winston: no reply*(still happily enjoying his sleep)
Surrounding People: Laughs*(Lecturer found that Winston was the one Currently sleeping inFront of Her..)
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and winston wakes and found whole lecture kinda laughin at him?
omG!!
okay damn P.S de Can..
Gosh..
skipped psycho lecture(6pm)
thus leave sch at 5pm(since the lecture winston slept end at 5pm)
Reached home awhile jiu fall asleep again..
then jiu online till now le..
should be sleeping soon..
2moro lesson only 4-6pm nia..
haiz..
alright,off to sleep liao le
*off Lights*
GoodMORNING!! haas

2008-05-01T05:09:00.000+08:00

Song title: cha jian er guo

Chorus:

他不会是个好男人

也不会是个好情人

你对我说我们只是擦肩而过

好的男人有那么多

少了他的日子也能过

我不会再让你寂寞

也不会让你更难过

你听我说

要好好学着去生活

就算未来有多少错

至少还有我的问候

我的温柔陪你度过..

For me ..i understand that..

"我不是个好男人"..

the reason why i am not a good guy was that

Lovell called last afternoon and we had a lil chat..

i understand what he meant..

think alot about the issue the whole night..

even till now..

"what do i treat xxx as.."

i believe probably only lovell understand what i meant here..

What should i do..

haven been so stressed till now..

deep inside my mind..Blank!!

i only felt that "wo dui bu qi da"..

feel damn down and useless now..

dont know how should i face xxx ...

what should i say to xxx...

and on the other side..

"我不是个好情人"...

this i believe only those who really understand my whole problem will knows..

in the first place..

i was nt meant to be a good xxxxx...

it was my mistake and wrong that i percieved

xxx as the previous xxx...

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been rather headache till now..

cant really sleep..

abit worried for xxx though..

why drink @pple martini..

next time drink apple juice jiu hao le kay~

dont go to that kinda place too often alright..

...

why worried so many stuff ..

how xxx go home??...

someone accom??

taxied?? OMG!!

after saying wad i really thinks in me..

i felt abit relieved now..

not kinda want ppl to understand n console me bout my prob ..

but jus to relieve myself from certain stress..

and lastly..

i would like to apologise for saying all this...

to the affected ones...

SORRY!!

okay 6.30am now.. labour day..

no sch.

who am i?

i am who?

me=unimportant person isit?..

WHATEVER...

FanJian=Winston

Winston=FanJian

kKay.. OrhOrhz time xD

2008-04-26T02:57:00.000+08:00

24/04/08
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Yawn^^ yawn~
Lectures are bored i could say.. BUT
got Psycho tutorial which i believe it's interesting xD
Fang xue at bout 4pm..
bused to novena where i accom Baby~ study for alil tiny bit and Shopping..
It's sooo RARE!!
first time really accom her walk(wid LiRong&herBOI?!haas CQL~)
Window shopping i could say xD
it's really window shopping ba..
but guess wad ever it is..
i guess she's happy..so i will be happy too (^-^)
i would cherish this short period of memories~
about 6-7pm..Mrted to Tpy where we met up wid her friends..
then..
horrible stuff happened..
one of her friends' bag get stolen..
we find for very long..
hmmm
Relieved or EVEN worse?
i don noe..
the victim seems to cry even more jialat when we found her bag..(whatever,but i still understand..)
Bused home soon after wards..OPPS..her hse i meant hehex
i bused home bout 11pm when i Somehow Hong da shui jiao xD
tired..
Still..
stayed till 4am like that then orhorhz
Mj, don conpare with me haas,
i am doing serious stuff alright MUHAHAHAS (watching pokemon anime zZzz Neber grow up de winston hahas)
it's good to recap memories though~
yup..slp~~~~
11am wakie GODdamnIT..
i am going to be late haizx..
Taxied to sch haizx $ Flew again HAIZX
alright..
12-1pm.. tutorial is kinda fun i could say..
can't really remember my classMate though hehez
then BREAK till4pm WTFH..
slp abit...
then lecture(include fire drill) 4-6pm..
Bused home nt long jiu Orh orhz le now wakie so Blog abit (^-^)
Alright..Takecare All...
Working 2moro l8r..haizx...

2008-04-19T02:32:00.000+08:00

First Batch as stated in the previous post.. xD.. L to R: Sheng,Me,Guang
Second batch xD.. Me and my RAWH_Mommy~
Third batch (^-^) G.D Daniel,ME!!, Guang
Me cutting the cake hehez!!

18/4/08
-------
Morning till 3pm Quarrel..so nth much to post..
BUT..
after that quite okay de..
i walked to a not so nearby busstop to take 72 to tampines after recieving some "fake information" heez so reached tamp mall bout 4.15..
waited till 5.50 like that for (M)mmm(J)jjjj.... haas then Yuan xian... and Vivian..
walked n walked to look for prezzies intended for Melissa.. xD
select, Chip in and buy...
afterwards... we mrted to singapore expo where we take cabbie to safra..
kinda lost there..
but somehow manage to find the chalet.. xD
ChitChat..
BBQ!!!
FRUITS!!!
PSP!!
Then Sing Birthday SONG for melissa hahas..
Happy birthday melissa~
after a while jiu cabbbed home..
the taxi uncle abit..SLOWWWWW...
30-40km/hr..
FUC~...Opps is Freaking!!! Slow lar
somemore keep sudden brake de sia..
imagine so slow yet can brake.. haiz
after all alighted..Me and HER..
decided to buy some drinks to drink ..
then as usual..
send HER home xD
Chatted lots..
Lotsa memories i could say xD
Thanks for Everything alright xD
Hope such time will come again soon okie !!
going sleep soon le ba...
OH ya..
Guys..
remember to read the long long post before this post alright xD

All I want to do is find a way back into love.

2008-04-18T01:59:00.000+08:00

Updated the SongList..Kinda changed some of the songs too.
well,quite some time neber touch Bloggin this stuff le..
KP by SanDi And RAWH MOM haas
I start at around my b'dae(9th1dayApril) ba..
one night before my B'dae..
Had a veri Wonderful Dinner(for my B'dae de) wid 3Batch of GANZ..
1st batch..Since Sec 4 xD.. Consisting of ..
Thud DA!! Da Ge,Winston which is me..Legendary striker heez
Boom BA!! Er Di,Sheng..the legendary SoccerStar to-be..
Finally and the least too OPPS..Sorry is "but not the least haas"
zzzz ZA!! San Di,Guang aka nightz the fake"God of EmoKing"&
also Legendary defender..
2nd batch.. zZzz
Since when i am carry my own MOM 3months before she's born.. OMG!!!!
heeez let's welcome...
SANDRA, the RawhROARRawh!! MOMMY!!
muhahahas (evil..)
and of cuz the adorable kiddo Winston!!(well it's me again)
3rd batch..
okay..it's kinda boring to hear the same names again..
so..
G.D~ Daniel!! Tiang..
Da.GE~ Jia Rui..Ceo of The (donnoehowtoSpellClub)
Er.Di~Winston again YAWN^^
San Di~ Nightz Wu Zhen Guang..the one who's always WRONG!! hehez
("SanDi Yong Yuan Dou Shi Cuo DE!!!!)
Muhahaha(yet another evil Laughter!!)
okiedokey..BORING in the first part right ..
hmmm
alright let's start..
At first..We(except jiaRui and G.D~Daniel) ordered zhi zha(Chinese people pls explain thanks..)
lotsa seafood...
and of cuz we talk bout how things were back in the past..
like..the legendary SugarCane and Guangs's story..
and wid my mommy..
caused lotsa laughter!!
after we started(or haven start Forget le)G.D~DaNiel.. came..
the eating continues till G.D went away for alil while..
BUT..aiyoyo he went back and treat me to the Meal!! Touched~
Somemore he come wid a Cake...(hmm or the cake was already there.. hehez forgetful)
after the dinner..we went to his office where Pics were taken..
Cakes was being cut..
Very very happy..
(^-^)
Hair Kana burn by the candleFlame..
luckily was being trimmed my G.D haas
after that..G.D send us home..
8/4/08..
went look for baby..
some quarrels over the cake selection..
resolved in the bus..
so summary for the night..
Bought the Mango for myself and by myself ..
Prepare the cake at 12am myself..
somehow place the candles and sing song also by myself..
and finally cut the cake also myself..
okay.. let baby be the first to gratz me cuz she kinda forgotten since
she juz woke up at 11.45pm..
Quarreled again..
then stayed at her hse till 2am+..
walked home..
kinda angry?Sad?Disappointed?
i don noe..
but those wont last long..
back to happy mood..
tot no one wanna gratz me cuz only recieved a few sms at 12am..
but fortunately..lotsa peeps gratz me thru MSN..
Very Online nowadays..
But hor...
Someone forgot to sms at 12am Sharp wor..
haas ue noe who ue are right xD
owe me dinner still haas
then FINALLY..
9/4/08
---------
My birthday..
met Chun aik then walked to Hougang mall..
met Zhi yan and Lehan..
Bused to DOwnTownEast..
Horrible things start to happen...omgOMGomgOMG!!
after alighting..they wan me to be BlindFolded..
WTF!!!
so many peeps in DownTown la..
aiyoyo..
okay.. it's juz for the journey to wild wild wet..
so Must endure...
it's all bout eating..
BUT...after the first food(PeanutButter)..
nasty food came in...
a spoon of salt..
a spoon of pepper..
a spoon of (Msg)wei jing..
a spoon of BitterLIKE HELL Coffee Beans..
and etc..
had abit of fun though haas
Well Planned All..
went into wildwild wet..
HAPPILY kept phone and belonging in to locker then..SWIMMING TIME!!
Saw Agnes!! wid her bro's gf who also happened to be Chun aik's pri sch mate..
Played the whole afternoon..
kana sun Burn...WTF..
but kinda like the skinTONE ..
okay so after all this..
we went kovan makan PizzaHUT..
Wenrui..XiaoWei Joined us..
Had fun time chatting bout crap and jokes by me in there..
BUT ONCE AGAIN..
Very Nasty and horrible stuffs happened..
in a even more crowded Kovan(Compared to previous Wildwildwet)..
i was being BlindFolded again..
and they brought me round Kovan..So pEi-Seh can..
and stupid Junjie don noe how to lead de..
cause me kicked some stupid stone stuff and hurt my feett..
but..here it Goes "So Much for My Happy Ending~"
okay the finishing point in which i released my blindfold was the point where my b'dae cake was placed haas..
Stuipd them ..Place 1 normal candle and EIGHT SpecialCanDle(Donnoethname..very hard to blow off de)
Cuz me to be breathless..
aiyyoyo..
Played at the fitness corner..
then wenrui and Xiao wei went home first..
we waited for YuanXian to come as i bought my First Bacardi(legal de)
at 7-11 stall..
Sun burn DaMn pain zZz
YuanXian came and Gratz me THANKS LOTS
haas
slacked at Mac jiu go home le..
Very well Enjoyed that day..
SKIPPED~ to 12-13aapril..
Good weekend and also brilliant sales ..
had G.D and Company to eat wid me...
okay then to..
15thapril where i worked at century square Best denki..
Knew a promoter named YanFang..Pana de..Friendly..Crapped the whole day
bused home afterWards...
somehow angered baby~ Cuz i work..
zZz
17thApril..
Worked again at Northpoint..Knew another male Promoter..Name:Daniel Long
haas
Crapped again..zZzz
No customer there de..
but however still managed two of them..
so $70 for yesterday...
Yawn^^
well for today wise.. i don noe..mayb accom baby~ till 5pm?
then join melissa 's bbq? in then night..i nt sure.. hard to sae..
..
Ending sentences..
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
Wo bu hui shi ge hao nan ren ye bu hui shi ge hao qing ren..

2008-04-06T02:37:00.000+08:00

known somethings which i really don wanna noe..
as always..i predicted yet don wish it to happen however it still does..
okie..
5/4/08
--------
pleasant day at outlet..
(chatting i meant hahas)
well,dianel came look for me ..
haas jus for a simple lunch..
veggies.. were wad we ate..
leg injury you fa zuo ..
then after fang gong..went take bus home wid yao liang(samsung promoter)
then G.D(dianel) came my hse to treat his leg injury..
(btw hor my dad is a foot thera..donnoehowtospell)
then after that when drinking wid dianel below myhse..
then now then come bak home.. going slp soon le..update 2moro or monday? haas

2008-04-01T14:39:00.000+08:00

sorry~
think lotsa peeps misses my blog post ar hahas (jking)
okay.. 6-9march~
nothing special, haas worked at IT show for the four days..
earned hmmm 1.5k ++..
keefe came to look for me xD
bought a camera,low price yet high specs
well..nth much liao..Happy for ue ar KeeFee~
12March~
outing wid nigel,Zy,Ca,Wenrui,Xiaowei,lehan,QY and her Boiboi..
overall it's quite fun..first Since rainin aboout the whole day..
we starting building some kinda of wall barriers to prevent the rain from coming in to the shade..
FUN..
Secondly,haas we bury wenrui's both legs under the sand..
kinda scary cuz his certain parts of the leg look purple..
zZZz
okie thirdly ..WE BURY CHUN AIK UNDER THE SAND..FOOKIN FUN..
haas
and finally manage to touch water after 7pm.. jus for the few minutes i think..
then we go pom pom then eat le xD
okay pardon me for skipping to recent dates..
kaykay!
25march..outing wid MomRuo~ and SanDi_Guang..
ate Subway..SanDi first time eat..
haas had fun there xD
when going play arcade...Saw ErDi_Sheng too haas
then i jiu went find baby~ le..
okay so 29-30march..
happy weekend i think..
Mom&Sandi cam look for me Dinner haas Thanks lots..
then..monday..
went morning look for baby~
Enjoyed the day Lots..
sry for placing certain expectation though i didnt tell ue..
this is the first time i ever place such a high expectation for baby~
night time meet MomRuo,2 bros down to dianel mom's wake..
suddenly notice that somethings are jus that unpredictable..
one day it's there yet another day it could be gone..
taught us a very important lesson..
Treasure wad ue have now...
think that's all going tpy at bout 7pm to look for baby~ xD bb

2008-02-20T01:24:00.000+08:00

18/02/08
-------------
that day .. study week starts le..
Sianzx to noe exams coming..
well, haven been able to set my mind in studyin yet haizx
hmm..
morning earlyearly cannot wakie due to work and doing assignment the previous night..
morning 10am got tuition for Bstats..
was late i think( rasa, keefee, cheryl,Ali? as well as ME!!)
but it's okay.. learned much..
had lunch wid lotsa fruits..( i ate 2 slices of papaya, 1 slice of honey dew and 1 slice of watermelon)
hehez prevent Bian Mi!!
Haas
after that went home for alil rest but OPPSS
fallen asleepy hahas ( meeting rasa, jer , keefee, Shaun and melvin at 3.45pm)
slpslpslp..
till 4.30? haas PS lots
daddy sent me there n Mugged(do ue all believe i studied? OF COURSE NOPE!!)
after chatting, EATING, and Alil little bit of studyin..
daddy come and fetched me at bout 8pm for dinner at ?limDauTao? something like that ba
hmm
ate alot alot of YUMMY stuffs like..
Crabs..
sharkfins...
eggs..
ETC...
Spent 100++ BA xD
then accom dad go his "singing club " there gamble MUHAHAHA
Won FFIIIVVEEEE dollars
LOL...
then ..------> 19/02/08
slept all the till 1+pm..
when Aunty shop to cut PLus Dye my hair(looks abit red and gold?)
Hello!!
i am Mr Cao..
my name is ah beng..
ue can call me Mr Cao Ah Beng!~?
haha kiddin kiddin... i so Si wen where got beng haha
well, after all the hair stuffs. mrted to TPY to find baby~
studied at TPY mac then play arcade awhile..
accom her back home at bout 7.30pm thus...
reached back her hse at 8.30+?
watched WarLots opps WarLords i meant..
wid her jiejie,didi and mommy..
accom her till bout 11++ then i jiu went home ..
bought fried Fish slices beehoon for supper..So full now..
jus sent my Sales report to my Lao Ban..
well..going find zhou Gong for some chess le hahas( means going orhorh le xD)
Good nights~

2008-02-17T00:41:00.000+08:00

16 feb saturday..

late today for work by 15mins...

bused 76.. it suxz..

took me a long time..

haizx me late..

well saw an incident at payalebar rd..

A POOL OF BLOOD SIA!!

nvm..

work was kinda pleasant though sales suxzx...

hmm

guessbaby~still angry wid me..

haizx..

Guess who i saw today..hahas

Come on guess~~

kay la..

Felicia chin?chen?

hahas Chen feng ling(change to new name liao)

above her pic..

haas and she gib me a sweet MUHAHAHA

she look nice xD

chatted lots wid seline and shao wen haas

found out more stuffs SHHH secret cant tell de haas

to seline: He's the guy whom may or maynot be the one for ue but one thing for sure..

don tell urself he look ugly kay~ confidence for him hehez JIAYOU!!

kayOKAY that's bout all..

going orhorhz le Bb guys

2008-02-17T00:30:00.000+08:00

the above shows the pic of wad i took on valentine xD
That Cursed day was kinda great in certain period..
after fang xue..
6pm la!!
haixz
rushed to Tamp mall get the roses for baby~
somehow there's misunderstanding between us..
and to the FuckerBoiBoi (jj i think? the one ue all don noe de haas sry to somehow link to the one we knew)
DON BUSYBODY, WANT BUSYBODY DE HUA, GO FUCK THE BITCHES IN GEYLANG,TIO AIDS AND DIE!!
okok (calm calm down...)
mrted there..TPY..
manage to reach at 7.02pm..
rushed to mac find baby~
holding on to the roses on my hands( soo Paiseh lor hahas)
pass to baby~
She don like it..
Sorry baby~
all i want was to make ue feel happy on valentine and make ue feel good in front of ur friends..
didnt know ue don like it..
but ty lots for still holdin on to it during the busride to make me happy ..
kaykay~
reached her hse..
slacked till 11pm..
late le..
daddy called to nag..
seems ANGRY Gosh..
something happened but don intend to say here..
ok next post Above~~ bout my saturday

2008-02-15T17:59:00.001+08:00

Hmmm the following was partial of Valentine's gift to my Baby~
Enjoy all..

Happy Valentine Baby~ Don't mind me bloggin here ba haas Part of ur Prezzie for Valentine xD Here it goes.. ..

他和她的故事

Him&Her's Truly

the story happily begins on 10052007, 11.57pm/2357

But~

before it starts...

It's recalling time xD(only some selected dates)

The days we had not been together..

baby~ still remember that day(28 march07)?

my mood was down as i had been scolded by my boss, remember wad ue send me?

(^-^)

"hahas... issit smth happen during ur trgn?~ Yupp^^ Cheer Up"

this message ,to me was more than just a simply message..

i believe i could use 'Precious' to describe it, ue brought me laughter and even cheered me up..

Ohoh~!!

not to forget April3th last year..

ue send me

"if i knew how much of an idiot you were i wouldn't have made friends with you.

Thats it! I've had it with your nonsense...

We're no friends anymore...itsover"

i felt really down when i recieved and saw wad ue send..

guess that time i liked ue le ba hehez

but stupid me..

i haven read the second part far bottom of the msg..LOL

"Got the shock of your life? haha.. send to all your besties and see how mani idiotsdon read msg fully.haas happy belated aprilFools day"

WTF...

when ue know i am sad..

it's kinda cute that time i guess..

haas ue came telling me SRYSRy sorrie~ hahas

somehow i am relieved and Happy!!

And further ahead..

9 of april my birthday.. ue sure was the 1st to gratz me..xD

"Hurry! Hurry! Open the Box!

~Happy Birthday!"

i also kept my promise of not open the prezzie ue gib me till 12am haas

Touched by ur gift and Really liked it ^^

When I heard that ue actually hurt ur hand while folding those stars,

really really touched and Hurt~

at the same time Sobx Ahh~

When we jus know each other not long(28Feb),

ue send me a (veri hard to answer) Question

,Don noe why

, it brought me headaches as I don noe which one to choose ..

Here it goes..

“ Which one ue wanna gv me,

*moon

*Teddy

*Flower

*Balloons

*Sweets

*Ring

*Rainbow

I will send ue the meaning after ue choose =D “

Perhaps I had already some kinda feeling for ue le ba

haas Cuz at that time, I really hope that my answer

would be related to Relationship thingy de xD

After a long long time..

I kiasu abit..choose 2 of them ..

The first one was wad I really would choose hahas

Okie, firstly rainbow and sweets..

And after I send it to baby~ …

her reply so wad lor hahas This was Baby^^ ‘s reply

“hahas… I’m sweet?! U MUS BE KIDDING!!!

Jus becoz rainbow hard tu find then ue gib me rainbow? Hahas.. Weirdo…”

Wth lor still say me weirdo that time hahas

But nvm at least I get one of them correct xD

And I believe baby wouldnt forget this message..

haas Think bout it..

I will not post all of them haas cuz she will kill me hahas

“Are ue serious?! But I don noe whether I should tell ue not but here Goes….(censored)… “

Haas And wad cuz ue to reply that message leh?

Tell ue soon xD Hmm baby~

ni hai ji de ma?

That sweetSweet night.. xP

I told ue this when ue wanna noe who I like~

” I tell ue soon, real soon, in the near future, she’s sure a lucky girl haaas”

Ue so anxious lor hahas And how I tell that lucky girl ar hehez

WinstonToJasmine: Winston to lucky girl… (in Chinese-~ >)

neng fou gei wo ni de ai, rang wo bei zhe ne qu wei lai?

Can ue be my Nu peng you?xP “

I kinda tricking ue haaas then I send another sms to her as

if I did not noe its her like that…

WinstonToJasmine: "Don noe if she received the sms? Erm okay la don play wid

ue le… She ‘s a girl called Xiao Green… I still waiting 4 her reply leh… =X"

Fortunately, she did reply..

hahas,in the end she don believe so i also bobian..

sms her to biao bai, then called her to biao bai,

then back to sms to biao bai again hahas

something cute n as well as dumb happened ...

she sent me a sms... i veri veri dumb..

051007 1157pm/ 2357

jasmine to winston: "er... My ans is..."

well this was wad i saw.. freaking nervous that time xD

i was like sitting below my hse de voidDeck there

waiting for her reply and as well as Caling my Close friends

that i am currently biao bai~ing to her...

hahas

BUT..

DumbDumb me..

i wait till 12am++ then look back at the sms...

LOL it can scroll down de OMG!!

so i simply scroll it down..

jasmine to winston:" ... Yupp^^ i shall be ur gf^^"

and i felt stupid...

right baby~

Love's always sweet..

i never regreted to have ue as my baby~

Countless of SweetMemories wid ue Made me Felt fortunate..

Really sorry that i couldnt accom ue

for the afternoon during Valentine 's Day..

Also veri sry that i bought ue the Bouquet of Roses..

Our one year Anniversary comin Really Soon..

Hold on tight.. and never let go kay~

Nothing gonna change my love for ue ~~~

I LOVE YOU!! !!! !! !!

2008-02-14T01:28:00.000+08:00

FEB 14..
Happy Valentine to the Couples happliy attached!!
..
for me..
Feb14 was simply a day i hope i could celebrate and enjoy..
17 years = 17 un celebrated Valentine..
this year was the 18th..
luckily..
i am got myself a cute Girl haas
but..
somehow..
Valentine to me wasnt that great and supposingly ..
i kinda regreted to wish upon Valentine to come in the eariler years..
it kinda Suz for now..
don noe wad will happen l8r..
Yet!!
i got lesson till 6pm..
feeling very Sucky now..
am i a bastard?
am i disturbing?
am i irritating?
i believe i am for now..
haizx

2008-02-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

sorrie or nt updating recently, bet i am just too lazy for bloggin hehex..
okay.let's recall wad happened last n this week..
last week, had our class's last presentation about P.O.M..
project had problems but too late le haizx..
enjoyed the presentation due to the Boom Boom sound
due to the switching to the next slide.
haas
Shaun Shaun xP
the Skit was pleasant and fun..
my role was... EX-CONVICT..
lol
n that Keefee ar haix sentence me 5yrs for murder and to make things
more hilarious&JiaLat..
he added me to a sentence of 3yrs due to raping zZzzz
OMG..
the whole class laughing as if i am the clown Gosh..
but it's alright.. it's good to see them laugh and able to enjoy themselves..
oh well, take some pictures..i still look Bang though i wear semi formal (-.-)
oh oh ..
CharCoal was my doggie's name~
it's pictures shown above..sure look like a real schnauzer
after the grooming haas
previously it look like a blacky maltese like that sia hahas
now he look so SCHNAUZER haas
xD
he's going 3months old le haas feb12
feb 10..this coming sunday..
my 5th most important days..
most should had guess wad's that event liao ba haas
9th month wid my girl~
time flew real quick..so fast..through the countless quarrels and tearings.
9th Ani finally coming soon le...
Many must had wondered why i place it 5th..
4th~10th Ani..
3rd~11th!! ani!?
2nd..Valentine Day..
1st.. my toptop wish..
Really hope 1st would come..
100508..
ReallyReally hoped for it..
This few months sure put endurence on the test..
it's pretty hard on both sides..
but i think it would work out one way or another..
okay..
Weekend..
WORKING DAYsss~~
Work wid Seline as usual my MAKAN kum ChitChat Kaki (^.^)
and QiXian (Friendly chap haas)
kinda pleasant working there(Fingers crossed)
Sunday.. tried out a 2in 1 shirt..
but i interested in the other Vneck long sleeves haas
the inner Pink de SUZ..
tempted to buy but nt enough $$ OMFG..
BBUUUTT..
haas Aunty Ros get it for me cuz i really like it as my NewYear clothes
Thanks lots~
then daddy drove us home..
Yawn^^Yawn^^
4/02/08
Monday morning,..nearly cant wakie..
somehow able to make it i guess haas...
Acc Tutorial.. i think 2 class clash into 1 ba..
some Peeps simply cant stand then jiu don join the class n go out slack le..
me as Usual lor..
finish copyin notes jiu Phewwww....go out liao haas
11-1pm(Mkt Tutorial)
aftertat went TM i think.. oh ya went TM haas
hmmm forget do wad liao..only remember playin Pool wid PohTiong...
then go accom KW aka weiwei to service her dad's phone..
jiu go walk walk abit then i go bugis meet Eggy san..
walkwalkwalk..cant seems to find anything..(taste too weird?)
then ask him accm me to bridge rd to find my shoes...
whe we reaching.. i prayed that it had opened
since that time when i went wid my girl..
it's closed for Cleaning OMG..
Thanks God..
it's open that day..
Bought my Singapore shoes(haas since it's red and white xD)$58..
HeartPain..
then went TPY find girlgirl..accom her wid her friends awhile jiu fetched her home...
Eggy still cling to us
Poor him..
at her hse..Eggy waited out side...
Very Poorthingy again..
after a lil while of (...) in her hse..
me n Egg jiu go home put things then go HPlaza find Wenrui Makan....
Veri hungry..
Chitchat..Talk Bout jokes awhile jiu go home..
Orhorh time~~
5/2/08
Morning lesson again (Mkt)Lecture..
9am sia.. daddy sent me to HCentral inter
Lucky..able to catch the 8.30am bus..
reached sch on time..
then go drink TEH after lesson...
jiu go P.O.M Tutorial...
Shaun tio bullied... haas
Poor him too
after that..me, Weiwei, Jer went POM lecture...damn slow...
OMg.. i slept the last 30min haaaasssss
piggy me right xD
Finally finished le i jiu go take bus home...
played wid Charcoal..
brushed him..
cleaned him..
Yawn^^
daddy reached home wid my Dinner,,Makan again, hahas
Ate hao le jiu accom daddy go work for awhile then go serangoon there buy stuffs..
bought a cool Collay for Charcoal...
he seems to like it..
And now.. at home bloggin,,
sry for those we manage to survive till now then pressing the exit before finishin haas
Well now gonnal watch ani for awhile jiu go orhorh liao..accoming girlgirl to PolyCli l8r early morning~
ByeBye

2007-12-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

18th dec
----------
mei's birthdae !! haas xP
find deardear in the early afternoon n leave her hse at bout 4.30pm like that..
collected mei's present at Hmall..
hope she like it..
told deaRdear bout the gift n price..she jealous hahas xP
then took bus to pasir ris..
haas then happened to see meow,wei cheng n mr"forget le" at the bus waiting area.
weicheng forget who i am aiyoyo
oh ya they are my pri sch mate (^-^)
took bus together to mei's bbq place.
reached there near evening time..
night's falling..
muddy place i could say zZzz
gib her the gift..(guess she should liked it xP)
ate alil..all mei gib me de hahas Thanks mei!!
me n meow damn hungry..
cuz we don wan to eat cuz was other ppl bbq de
saw christine too xP
chat lots..
took group pics..

poor jiajia~
had to be puzzled whether to take which group pic..
pri?
sec?
hahas funny lor
after taking pics..
we set out to 201 to have supper...hungry lots..
chatted with baby~ all the way til i ate finish my supper =.=
guess she missed me too much? haas
ton the night at ting mei's hse..
played lots of psp game..(monster hunter freedom2)with her boi n her.
left her hse at bout 6.30am..
they(jiajia,her mei,my tingMei..got anymore?)
sent me to the busstop.. gosh
TyTy
reach home bout 7.15am like that..bathed..n fall asleep at 8+..
wakey go find deardear ..
so it's (19th dec le)
---------------
went to find her then rushed out to catch the movie(Alvin n the chipmunks)
oh her bro also come..
the show's nice i guess...
yawn^^
went arcade played the usual stuff..
her bro go take bus to bedok help his mom..
me n her go slack slack saw sheng then helped him served his customer (he forgot to lock the closet)
after serving.. we go buy some of her stuff jiu go home..
i guess after awhile..it's bout 1 liao le..
no bus home liao..
i wanna stay at baby~'s hse..but her mom don allow..zao jiu guessed so le..
then i jiu walk home.. bout 30min i think..
....the rest forget liao le sry sry..
20th dec
------------
??? wad happened... i forget le..
21th dec..
-----------
go look for baby~...
at her hse as usual..
had some fun time 2gter..
how i wish sweet memories will last..
left her hse for yishun..
guess wad..
we went to go look for my pupp hehez
it grown abit bigger le xP
she played with it n the breeder's son..
we decided to leave at bout 8.30pm to bradell to find her friend..
she going stay at her hse..
cuz she going genting the following morning..
gonna miss her..but really missed her lor..
done lotsa things to let her go there enjoy..
at least she's happy when she left for genting..

22-23/12
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working..
haas
knew a new friend..
unique name xP
she's call Roxanne!!
unique right..
haas
lotsa things happened..
for sunday..
sorry seline..
didnt have a nice working time at work..
but glad to know one more new friend...
xP
after sunday work..
went yishun to treat mom supper xP
hope she enjoyed the dinner..
after eating i stayed over at her hse..missed baby~ lots...
chatted wid mei..
quite late i think..
then jiu fall asleep at bout 3.30am..
24/12/07
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eve of christmas...
accom mommy go walk walk..at causewayPoint where i saw n chatted with michelle xP
spent tons of $$ buying stuffs
OMG
bought a Longsleeve shirt for dad..
after walk walk we go northpoint(yishun)
settled some stuff jiu go meet dad at bishan..
he bought a belt n wallet or me as christmas present..
appreciated..
haas..
accom him to his CC's activity..
christmas celebration i think..
they sing n sing...
dance n dance..
dad's high..
i shy don dare..
jus sit there...
at 11pm like that.. i go meet CA,Zy,Maykee,nigel n rex..
at hougang plaza..
intend to go k midnight songs de..
but too ex...
so we had other activity..
fun too..
25/12
----------
CHristMas!!
after that we ate supper at mac..
then jiu go buy Bacardi and slack at a playgroud...
played card games..n time past so fast..
Boring Christams i guess..
i ate my breakfast at mac too jiu go home orh orhz..
but i am far too sweaty to slp le so go bath 1st..
ao slept at bout 8.30am..
wakie at bout 6pm i think..
OMGOMGOMGOMG~!!!!
baby~called me..
She reached Singapore le xP!!!
omgomg..
i rushed out to take cab to TPY to fetch her...
reached there in 30min time..
the cabby fare.. jumping like siao..
Ex sia..
hmm
saw her...
so glad xP..
help her carried stuffs then accom her home..
her jie home so cant baobao her..
missed her huggies..
at bout 11pm..
she accom me go eat at her hse nearby the kpt..
don quite like the tomyam soup..
nt filling tooo..
after sending her home..(things happened om the way home too haizx)
i went to my hse there de kpt for my supper again.. Carrot cake..
love it..
Oh ya..she got me a padent(don noe how to spell..) with my name on it..
Thanks xP

26/12/07
------------
cant sleep in the morning..
scared boss call me go work..
roll here n there...
after 12pm..
I am SAFE>>>!!!
haas jiu go look for deardear...
slackslack jiu go take bus to bedok where i go office n she left for her mom's place..
some things happened in the office though but luckily i got my pay xP
got $ go genting le hehez
..
took mrt back to bedok then bus to her mom's place to have dinner..
playedd psp there...
slack slack jiu watched soccer..
quite nice..
chelsea n A-villa
nt bad..
fierce..
at bout 10+ her mom jiu sent me home in her car n they(baby~,her mom n her bro)
back home..
i slacked awhile..
dear called me for chat..
things got worse i think..
after i bath..
things get even worse..
i think my mind's getting stiff..
n now..
teared again..
haizx disappointed in myself..
no confidence liao le..
but nvm..
that's me..
so in total mood nt good..
going genting 2moro night...
opps is l8r night hahas
okie n now..
i finish bloggin le so tired haas xP
nights everyone..

2007-12-20T14:37:00.000+08:00

2007-12-20T12:58:00.000+08:00

Hey sry lots ar,kinda late to revive this bloggy xP
okie..
10-14 dec i had my mid-sem test..(haas didnt really study much as usual =.=|l|)
n let's assume i was studyin the whole days before the 10th ba hahaas

15th-16th working days
Sianz,Parkway as usual.. manage to sell 10sets for the weekend ^^

OHHHH yaa haas guess wad.. 14th december there's something special >.<
okay, here it goes..
haas
i managed to nego sucessful,so we went to yishun to look for a seller whom i chat with the previous night xP
erm guess wad i am buyin hahas ^^
some guessed it right (i think)
Yupp a doggie xP
kinda black but no worries,it will start to look like a real schnauzer de hehez
i will post the pic in the next post..
17th..
Xiiao wei's birthday..
bo bian haaas my Gan aunty!!
went out in the afternoon to meet wenrui n Xw(Eggy was wid me) at Hougang mac ..lehan came after awhile..
we ate mac n left for PS to look for maykee n wei ting xP
we also intend to watch movie at cathay de but it' raining so we decided to watch it
in GV.
Warlords~
the movie start at bout 4.15pm i think..
kinda good show but mayb i am sleepy so felt like so sleepy like that..
didnt enjoy the ending..(something happened)
the ending should be nice though but mood jus nt good to enjoy it.
then we went to bugis..something happened again.. some knows but nvm
really sry Xw for nt joining ue all..
for the rest of the days till now i will blog 2moro
sry gtg to bedok to look for her le

2007-11-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

2007-11-03T02:04:00.000+08:00

你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔我的不安
那么沉重只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说或许错在我太晚我才懂
爱了你太多是我想太多
你总这样说但你却没有
真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

nice song.. xiang tao tou~ off to slp now le..
JamaTa~

2007-11-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

the birthday girl (^_^) n shaun~

Cheese!

N of cuz.. nt to neglect our Delicious Ichiban sushi meal hahas

2007-11-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

today~ haas jessica jie de Birthday hahas xD
l8r i will post some pictures that will show wad we did.. xD
boring lesson time today!
break 3hr+ wor..
i manage to catch some orh orhz time after our POM meeting~
slept bout 30mins?
(^^)
learnt jap after the slping time..
HARD!!
"
KonnichiWa~
watashi wa Winston desu
eno~Watashi wa shingapoRuJin desu
bijines no Gakusei desu ^^
Shitsurei desu ga,Onamae wa?
DoZo yoroshiku~
Nihongo ga sukoshi wakarimasu ,mada mada desu!!
hahas
JamaTa~
after lessons..
took 8 to Tpy to find my gal..

walk walk wid her.. settle down to eat some stupid porridge hahas
heavy heavy bag zZzz
after eating le jiu accom her to her hse busstop via 88 bus..
slept thru the whole journey on her shoulders (^^)
sweet isnt it?
after she alighted n we said gdBye~ i cary on the journey home!!??
n now i am here.. bloggin n chatting wid her...(she's singing~)like to listen her sings..
gonna wake up real early to pass her my fully charged PSP so to let her play while she's wid her friends on class outing in sentosa^^
xiang tai dou is a nice song..currently on my 2nd song (playlist)

29/10/07
-----------
interesting day i could sae hahas
hmm after i left office after boss's naggin..
went back hougang..
my gal sms me "intending to meet me to eat dinnner..."
so i replied to her that i shall nt eat wid my friends now..but go to tpy ..
so i left for tpy to meet her..
she seems overjoyed?
i waited kinda 30mins?
haas but nvm ..finally saw her..
happy as seen from her face ^^
brought her to Ichiban sushi since she wanna eat some sushi!
we were sitting on table 17..
ate quite abit xP
$40 spent like that..
she's happy..so it's worth it xD
after that.. we went the ntuc to buy some sushis for her to bring home eat (^^)
sent her home afterthat ~
glad that she enjoyed that night.

Ja~Ma~Ta guys.. xP sleepy le hahas

2007-10-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

"I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, whatever I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
"

2007-10-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

"There was nothing to say
The day she left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
~~
Looking for someplace to ease the pain
~
Now I don't understand what I'm going through
~
Soon the rain will stop falling baby
And I'll forget the past
~
You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart
"

2007-10-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

okay..finally get some time to update my blog,nt gonna be a long one though..
hmmm~feeling kinda feverish n sick though haizx
well..

12/10/07-14/10/07
----------------
well, i was workin as my usual job'promoter' selling nikon camera in Singapore expo for afew days~
1st day wid hazel... yawn^^ sales sux lots 5sets nia..
2nd day~Zheng rui"my OldOld friend" n a gal joined us(^-^)!?
sales nt bad..35 sets in total!!
last day sales~$299 de camera all sold out...difficulty raised~
but sill managed to sell 36 sets..hehez i managed to sell 2 Slr during the weekend(>.<)
after packing up..
i left for home~reached home kinda late too
i think 12am?
unfortunately...

15-21/10/07
----------------
slept at bout 12.30am..
wakie at bout 4.30am freak rite zZzz
bobian ma..
i was appointed to work at the airport!?
must reach at 6am..
but my 1st bus 5.15am...so i reached there at bout 6.15am..
noe afew more friends there..promoter too haas
erm~veri tired tat day!?
kinda weird when i 1st reached there..
everyone lik so Dao de aiyoyo
but fortunately~haas after sometime it's fine le xP
left home standard at bout 3pm..
dianel 'boss' worked with me a few days there too..
i sell casio from 15/10 to 21/10 except
16/10 Selling olympus..
total sales was 23 sets haas
Oh ya
i bought my PsP on 19/10/07 after i collected my pay xD
after i collected my PsP i P.S Guang "sry guang didi"
to go look for my gal~

22/10/07-26/10/07
-----------
1st day of sch..Cool~ kinda miss my sch mates ba..
sch life was fun!?
i was taking Jap now xD
OgenKi~Des Ka!? hahas
Schoool till friday~
finally weekend arriving soon Sianzx
friday after sch go find BossI...
reached office at bout 2pm..
waiting for Z.y to sent me sms so i can go out wid her?
haas
Bes friends outing nia la Hor haas don think too much guys.
but i think she forgotten...
so i slack there...
tired!
4pm like that Guang didi came..
we playing Psp...there..
helping Bossi D/L Psp Games too hahas
Sheng reached at bout 5.30pm i think..
we help bossi till bout 12.30am like that..
shift things..
i vacuum the floor~ tiring task..
after all..
dianel..treat us go eat RotiPrata before sending us back home..
i reached home at bout 2am..
got job tomorrow Yawn^^Parkway~
Nikon~
well,thinking back..
me n my gal..kinda neber contact for one whole day le..
i felt numb..
zZzz

27/10/07
-----------
worked wid two new known Promoter..
Seline"sell samsung de" n
Jonathan"sell olympus de" <--- he look really kinda like me sia!!??
sales still okay~ 4sets..
..
had some chats wid seline..
tell her about my story~
telling her all these kinda make me Damn Emo~
don noe why too..
2nd day le..
we neber contact..
(i really don noe )
(wad happened)
but...nvm..
Today!!>>??
haas going slp soon le so..
ending it here ba...
SAD~!!>??
NUmbInG in prOceSs~~~~~

Oyasumi Nasai all~
Ja~Ma~Ta!!

2007-09-19T05:57:00.000+08:00

Well this is where the lectures r held~
JunHao!?
Gary(^^)
20 piece nuggets
My sauces..Curry,Mayonise?,Sweet Chilli xP

DF 1 ..me!me?me!?
evening break(breakfast de is 3 times more wor)
Wad we drew hehez
this is "alphoneso de abu kui kui"
Me wid Junhao's Spec

18/9/07

------------

yesterday.. Yawn^^

wakie at bout 6.30am.. sianzx rite..

rushed to the busstop n luckily catch the bus27 to changi..

slept while i can in the bus..

kinda weird though~

well,when it reach T1..

i woke up n suddenly turned to a lady beside me n asked" when to alight for T2?"

i think i kinda gave a a shook ba hehez

evil laaugh^^ Muhahaha~

saw Ah poh n a canon promo when i reached T2 busstop..accom them smoke.. of cuz w/o me(8.05am)

after awhile..

bad bad thingy..

stomachache~!?

rushed over to the toilet (8.15am)

the"alphoneso de abu kuikui" the person's nick called me so i rushed over the process of 'shitting!!!?' Omg faint*

then quickly went n look for him n happened to see the others"df members "

so we slowly stroll over to the meeting place.. "multi-purpose hall LVL4"

meeting time:8am...

we reached at 8.35am wuhahaha!?

saw afew more df members..

feel so cheated to come so early for a stupid orientation thingy for working in changi airport.

yet it only start at bout 9.15am..zzZzz

the facilitator was serene..

she brief us about some lil thingy...

then jiu play a grabbing ppl to form team game..

finally..

the last amount was like 15!? omg

Oh ya..before the game..

we were told to write our name on a sticker n paste it on out clothes..

hehez

guess wad~

our names were DF 1,DF2 to 9 xO

hmm..

then we had team thingy..

we was to draw the benefits of having a good image of Changi...

the drawing was hmm erm funny though( i drew the plane ,sun n Bird)LOL

ah Poh drew the rest Rofl hahas 6teeths!!

after awhile of lecture n explanation of the drawings... i think 10+am..Tea break !!!

muhahahas i ate lots lots lor 3 plates of wad i ate for evening break xP

lecture lecture...some Teamwork games..

jiu 1.30pm!?

Lunch 1 hr

went burger king..

bui tahan that "alphoneso de abu kui kui"

keep sayin joke... those eating wid us"fellow DF members"

jus couldnt eat properly due to his silly joke.."that includes me..cant eat,was laughing"

(^^)

2.30pm liao..we went back for lecture again..

kkies hmm

think i fall asleep liao..

then i somehow woke up again cuz someone say Tea break xP

really tea break sia..

3+pm nia..

break till 3.30pm..

i went toilet too..3.45pm

junhao called me that they were going for wad treasure hunt thingy..

so i had to rushed out from the toilet n meet them again...

run here n there around the terminals like siao ppl lik that..jus to take pic of wad's in the question paper Zzzz

we manage to be the 3 group to return..

4.40pm le Yawn^^

we were then released at 5pm..but due to the fact that we were to get

our endoursment(should be spelled correctly) form...

we ran here n there.. to find the office "dufry"..

we spent 1hr 10mins to finish the process n found out that we don need to get the forms de

WTF....

wasted to long..

after that me n gary jiu take 27 back hougang.. n of cuz.. since i go slpy..

i slept the whole journey..

reached hougang don noe wad time..

find rex n CA awhile jiu go n find wenrui,JJ,Xw,Yx liao.. they eating i think~

then i accom them awhile..

then we all go mac..

me,JJ and Wr share 20piece nuggets xP

eat finish le i jiu go home... CA accom me..

played maple awhile he jiu go home liao le..

n here i am..5.36am....

jus finished playin maple.. helped deardear play her character Magician~?!

from lvl 18... to lvl 23 yawn^^ tired n sleepy now ba xP

dear shen wo de qi ar? i don noe.. but think so...

well.. goin slp now n meeting Gg l8r at bout 1pm to go office Collect pay hahas

tc everyone

bu shi wo bu xiang kao shu ni,er shi yin wei zhe shi bu neng shuo de mi mi shhh!!~~ xP

2007-09-15T01:36:00.000+08:00

2007-09-11T01:23:00.000+08:00

5/9/07-6/9/07
----------
haas at class chalet..
the good thing is that one can enjoy during a chalet..
but
deardear nt happy..
= i also nt happy..
(but now she's fine le xP)
the feeling of
disliking someone..
yet still letting 'someone' to continue doing something which i don like..
is simply cant be describe..
jealous ue could say..
veri indeed..
haizx..
but now i tryin my best to
put in more time..
that means less pool..less arcade..
less Lan gaming le..
xP
but i think will be worth it ba
Left the chalet during thursday night
but enjoy that night.. cuz at that time..
deardear was nt angry or sad le.. xP
so i enjoyed the veri bit of the bbq..
have a chatting session wid angela..derrick(her friend)..jie ling..
nt bad..
then i went back to sing b'dae song for
iris n kureston( i don think i spell correct)
there seems to have difficulty in blowing the candles..
(heez cuz some of them is specially bought by keefee
named unblowable candles Haas)
they bloed for about 10mins? >.<
then i jiu went home at bout 10.30pm after the
ghost show at 10pm...
reached home nt long jiu orh orhz le..
7/9/07
------------
today chunaik chalet starts again..
but didnt go help out chun aik to carry the things to the chalet at 1pm cuz
i accom deardear..
went tpy find her..
slack abit at subway..
oh ya saw ting mei at deli xP
must stay long long wid that guy kkies
well,after that we went minitoon then i ate LJS xP
after that we took 88 to her hse there..
chat abit jiu go buy ice cream le xP
after eating.. we went to her hse slack.. her didi also at home..
but but..while we were having fun..
her mom came home sianz
then i left after awhile..
went chunaik's chalet there..
haas find Mom n chat wid her awhile..
jiu went to buy 2 donuts n 2 packet of soymilk..
place them in the chalet's fidge..
freakin far la..s16..
aik..treat us eat pizzahut n played games...
at bout 10+pm..
thinking the donut shop closed le means no surprise for dear..
so i decided to gib her my own donuts (^^)
so knowing her sis jieling goin home soon from stella's chalet..
i ask her wait for me while i ran from the pool place to the chalet ..take the donuts..then ran back to find her..
pass it to her..
but..
she seems angry. don noe y..hmm
didnt enjoy the second night...
bbq night..
same reason..
cuz dear nt happy..
so i also don noe why..don feel like enjoying the night..
hmm we sang CA(chunaik) his b'dae song..
then haas tricked him into smashin the cake onto his face.
round 2..
pour 2 big buckets of water on him..
round 3..
tricked him into throwing him into the swimmin pool...
haas
went back..
we(me,JJ,XW)decide to stay overnight..
called dear for alil chat hmm..
jiu went slp le..
9/9/07
-----------
Woke up at 6+am...
prepare sometings..went take bus back home..
reached home at 8+am..
overslp..
thus reached working place(suntec harvey)late by 30min..
worked wid Jeff..
quite pleasant day..worked play.. haas..
erm well..
worried bout dear that day too (=()
Finally..
Monday ...(10/9/07)
4th month anni xP
woke up in the morning..11am i think haas..
buy ingredients hahas..
can say 1st time.. xP
hmm went to tpy fetch dear from sch..
accom her back to my home..
she bought me a herbal tea..hmm..
sweet of her rite..
after we reached..
i prepared stuffs..
1st dish done..
Vege soup(inside also got yong tau hu)
2nd..
Steamed egg wid (Ba ting)meat cube..Nice!?
3rd..
Stir-fried pork meat wid (black) sauce..
i sat down wid her n started eating heez
quite nice de..
of cuz i cooked rice too (^^)
will b posting the pics l8r on..
hmm
prepared her a special desert..
jelly wid heart-shape peach inside xP
enojjoyed the night wid her watching 18jinbujin..hmm..
well,sent her home at bout 9+pm..
then go back find Ca at mac..
ate icecream..macChicken meal..xP
n now..
home bloggin..
n AhMao stayin over at my hse...
playin maple..
he now lvl 8 i think... xP
so that's all for now i think.. (^^)

2007-08-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

LaLaLas...
2xth of the month of any months always like this,..
wo zhong yu chi dao le, dui bu qi, yuan lai shi wo hu lue le ni...
dou shi wo de bu hao..
Gomenasai..

2 major exams 2moro...
STRESS..
Stress...
stress...

2 EXAMS in a Day!?
OMG
OMFG
OMB(butt)
..
Winston=B
B=Winston
Dui bu qi..

2007-08-18T01:10:00.000+08:00

Friday~ A gd day i could say hahas
after i fang xue..
i went st8 home..slept during bus too..
well,waited dear to reach my hse there..
but time passed fast n long..
hmm weird weird leh..
she haben sms me..
so haas i think she fell aslp in the bus..
n yupyup ^^
she fell aslp le.. all the way to pasir ris lorr..
worried me lots..
then i 'slacked' at home..
late le.. deardear^^ also reached home..
she nego wid her mama to go watch fireworks..
succeeded hahas.
i went to cityhall wid Mom(sandra),eggy to meet guang n his dar..
went to buy some bread @ bread talk..
then jiu go stand at the esplanade there liao..
from 7.20 like that stand till...830?
deardear reached too.. so i squeezed out from the crowd..
found her ^^
but cant squeeze back in.. so we watch behind the crowd..
but...
good exp... my wish came true i think..
quite troublesome to plan everything wid jieling..
after the fireworks..
we went to marinasquare..
makan claypot rice wid guang...
his dar n deardear^^ chat(jus abit haas >.<)
the gals neber eat..
hmm after we eat..
we jus walked back to cityhall..
in the mid of it,met up wid jieling n that legendary EggyEggy haas
took train to Amk...Yawn^^
deardear cold so i gib her huggies ^^,
tot of sending her home de ..prepared jacket too but..
jieing ask her mom to come fetch them...
aiyoyo..
wasted..
haas so sleepy..
miss her lots..
mayb might dreams of her (o_O)?
hope so hahas
that's all.. goin slp soon after she bath xP
2moro no workin hahahas

2007-08-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

2moro's the firework festival..
i think dear should be able to accom me go see ba xP
hmm 15/08/07
wad happened leh let me think.
oh..
hmm i think i made her angry again..
so morning 5am wakie,prepared everything..opps 4get the time.. it was 5.30am le.
so i run all the way to punggol pri opp de busstop to catch the 1st 88 bus xP
manage to catch it..
the bus soso cold..
i somehow didnt sms dear that i 'll hint her that i'll be coming..
so when i saw her board the bus(she saw me too)
she still moody moody de..
i accom her sit ^^
listen to my phone while she slp soundly hahas
she slept all the way to tpy inter lorr
then i jinjin de walk behind her.. notice that she speeds up..
felt so sad...
cuz i made her unhappy..
i walked wid her all the way to her sch de traffic light..
then i passed her mentos which i bought for her (^^)
feelin sad.. then i took88 back to hougang..
bus veri cold..
but feel relieved that she kinda forigved me..
sry dear^^
i walked home..
planning to play maple.. 8am le..
but the lappy load veri long.. i lie on the bed to stretch..but in the end fall asleep...
deardear leave some msges in the msn for me.. i didnt reply cuz i orh orhz Gomenasai
woke up at 2+pm...
helped her bro play abit of maple till 60%..
then rushed to kovan.deardear's phone neber on...
but i tot of about 10 reasons...
but happened to be NONE
omg~
haas but really glad to see her.. missed her too.
after she bought hao her presents..
she go to my hse watch 18 enter not enter haas
then i accom her to busstop..
then i go accom my dad makan..
at hougang mall 2nd floor that soup restarant..
so full la..
then wenrui n eggy come my hse play..
haas n we found out a amazing THING
Chunaik aka eggy ..Don Dare To Watch **** Omg..
he was hao lianing that he dared to watched but in the end he keep turning his head away..
aiyoyo
they left at bout 12am..
late late haas
i think i soon lie on mybed..
pillow chatting wid deardear^^
till 1+ then i go orh orhz xP
haas
16/08/07
wakie at bout 7+am
dear call me wakiewakie de
hahas thanks dear^^
stupid things happened in class..that gou zha ruo lor
freak..
then weiwei looks kinda down down de
but after smsing her awhile..glad that she felt better le..
xP
dear^^ bought a new shorts..cant waait to see it ^^ heez
after i fang xue le jiu accom friend eat..
got sms dear..
chat chat abit then i board mrt to lavender office..
sleep all the way there...
waited so long to get pay.. till 7+pm ba..
rushed to take bus back hougang..
study..(doubt i understand athing about it) haas
sry dear, so late then reach home..
cuz she neber reply..(^^,)
she must be slping le ..
feels relieved cuz she can slp early early 2night xP Sweet dreams dear^^..

LOL she jus smsed me haas
callin her now..
chattin wid her ^^
well
HOPES 2moro comes really soon ..
hope hope xP

2007-08-10T00:34:00.000+08:00

Happy annii^^ dear~
gosh,i now sneezing like siao >.<
simply love the day 10/?/?..
xP
9/08/07(national day,but i don care)
wakey at 10am
saw dear's sms..
kinda disappointed.. but nebermind..
xP
Boss call me go work but..
i had to finish my work(occupied my 2pm-4.30pm^^)
the 'work' kinda fills up my day^^
after 'work', i went to Dolby wait for chun aik,Jj,wenrui,Shuai ge xP
they late,so bo bian,cant watch bu neng shuo de mi mi..
so we slack slack.. playID4,eat..
then Jj leave early...
don noe for wad xP
Shuai ge n wenrui bought sotong balls n eat while me n egg jiu wait for them ^^
soon after they finish, we went to take train to cityhall
wait for shuai ge n wenrui's friend(amanda..1 pair of 'couple?'.. and HL wid her guy)
lotsa ppl lor..
we manage to find a place near the memorial...
8.13pm..
the fireworks starts..
takes afew fireworks pics ..then sent dear 1 pic xP(but i don think she recieved it)

17/08/07
hope can watch fireworks wid dear.. cuz it's fireworks festival..
took afew pics jiu go bugis eat..
while they eat, me n egg went playID4..
won him 2 time.. Heng heng de
bugis like closing le cuz late liao..
we(exclude HL's guy as he left le) went to lil india to take train..
chit chat ...
reached hougang..
say bye bye lotsa time in the station..
me, egg n rui went to my hse there de kpt eat..
so full lor..
after eating i left to go home..
online.. happen to noe that deardear^^ was waiting for me to go online...
so sry deardear~
i didnt knew...
if i knew i would definatly go home early early de..
n then now.. chattin wid her.. but typing by her cousin..thru msn..
so that's all for now ba
tc guys..
waiitin for her to come back..
miss ue lots dear..

2007-08-03T00:52:00.001+08:00

Think i flunked my econs proj..
played ID4 wid Gg.. accom by wenrui eggy too..
till night time..
we went mac slack awhile..
jus awhile..
tok crabby lots..
then go my hse area there sit..
then asked Gg a Q..
"ue scared of tickle ma"
his reply was.." nope.. occasionary ba "
then of cuz human curiousity..
i wanna try him..
but he dared me by gibing me a warning of delivering a punch to me..
i still tried..
then BLAM!!
he jus gib me 1 tight punch at my nose..
sry la bro..
my fault la..
aiyoyo..see la
my precious nose got red le..
after i reach home..
chattin kinda 'happily' wid her..
then don noe why..
a strange feeling came to me..
don feel quite alright,,
nt that i am unwell..
aiyo..
don noe la..
off to slp le..
oh ya..
ty weiwei^^
luckily got ur mian pao...
or nt i died of hunger in class le xP
tc

HaTeMySeLƒ™

2007-08-02T01:31:00.000+08:00

jus the 1st day..
emo afew times..
nt qi guai ba xP
rest assured guys..
me n her didnt severe ties..
still got sms abit..
she asked me something..
i knew wad she meant..
i kinda knew wad she's thinking..
but gals mind hard hard to figure lor lol
this few days definately need to think lots..
i think i need to think more..
perhaps even change my character..
kinda hatemyself,or mayb my style of thinking ba
...
Finished MacEcons proj le xp
zhong yu yui song le yi gou qi..
Met Zy after that..
went TM.. found out that the movie starts at 7.20pm.. when we reach at the ticket place..
i think it's about 7.30pm le..
that person say haven start..still got 5mins jiu start le ..
so after we bought the tickets..
(at this time..wed shouldnt be zy that accom me de... sad..Emo again)
i rushed to Toitoi..(gents la xP)
then fly(simply walk fast fast haas)
back to her ..
i hungry jiu buy a hotdog jumbo meal n a cheesey hotdog..
walked quick quick wid her to the movie room..
jus start nt long nia.. heng lots
so frreeaakkkiiinn dark inside la aiyoo.
found our seats..
guess wad we do?
start eating?put down our things?
No la!? aiyoyo of cuz must sit down ma ROFL
the movie damn scary ba..
ren xia ren ,xia shi ren lor..
the sound system to Tooty freaky le
^^,
finally after a few rounds of touturing by the movie..
it ends ( it's like OMG Finally finish le leh Zy..) (*_*)?!
lotsa ppl walked out of the room while me n zy jus sit there..
she asked me one veri ?? Question..
(cuz that time i was like sitting there doin nth..)
Zy:winston,ue tryin to sua shuai isit?
winston:No la, siao.. emo~ing...
-this moment she finally notice the ****s which is blink blink in my eyes..
simply jus think lots..
stupid me ba..
memories jus started flashes vividly in my mind..
memories of the times..'we' watched Mr bean...Hearty paws...n lots more..
Freak..
****S till now eye also slpy..
gonna attent tutorial at 9am tomorrow so..
sry guys..
gonna end here le..
oh ya..
To:Weiwei..
haas 1st time 11.40am..
2nd time 11.50am..
hahas rofl.. now so late ar.. aiyoyo don be late le kkies ^^,

HaTeMySeLƒ™ ~Winston's
LoVeMySeLƒ™ ~Wei's

2007-08-01T01:43:00.000+08:00

well,10 more days to 3rd month..
but..
31/07/07...10.50+pm..
it all ends..
she initiate it..
had this feelin even before the conversation..
tear* quite awhile..
only jus that i manage to bring myself to the fact..
from wad i think..
mayb i am jus a bastard...
selfish.. over-sensitive?
all my fault ba..
she's a nice gal..
sweetest memories always remembered in my heart..
ty jasmine..
although ue are not the first gal who hurts me ..
but..
ue are truely one to make me tears n hurts the most for ue..
thru this r/s..
learn afew things..
keepin to my own for now..
Guang n aik accom me while i am in the conversation..
they saw my tears*.. so p.s
however..
i try to show them my strong side...
83 days..
2months n 22 days..
118013mins..
7080780sec..
..
somehow..
i often think..
if she isnt a IJ gal might be better..
or that she is not ?? years old..
..
so that's the ending to my 1st relationship?
i don noe..
time is needed to think it over n over..
she needs abit time..
weiwei family don hate themself de ba..
but..
Winston's do ba...

HaTeMySeLƒ™

2007-07-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

sales suz..
but anyway..
thanks sheng..
xP
bu kui shi DSLR user..
now even can sell dslr liao nt bad seh
hahas i still sellin LSDC
"La sap Digi cam"
Lol

somethings happened again..
don really noe wad to say..
things wasnt goin the way it ought to be..
"Getting more n more different as compared to the past.."
why?
hurts me lots when i think about this Q..
wad if one day..
i really cant take it?
softhearted is perhaps gd..
but..
it wont be everytime for me to be the softhearted one..
if it was really finally came to this stage..
probably a sad ending?
hope this day wont come..
i noe sometime i am in the wrong..
but ..
even if it wasnt my fault..
i will still be the one who ^^^ ^^^^^ de.
why..me as a guy will be so weak like this?
lotsa Q to think about..
life sux..
this wasnt wad i told agnes about..
however..
perhaps i will cuz take back my word..
some part of life simply suz till the person him/herself gets over it..

HaTeMySeLƒ™

2007-07-09T01:53:00.000+08:00

8/7/07
basically a veri normal sunday yet boring workin day for me xP
woke up at bput 9.45am.. reached work place at bout 11.03am...
don noe why.. mega courts seems so dead nowadays..
NO CUSTOMER!!??
omg..
but nvm haas..
sms wid dear as she n her jie jie(n her jie jie de friends too)
went on a journey to sentosa?
aiyoyo
but glad she had fun ..
relieved that she didnt injured her feet(due to her blister)
knew she had a fun day... happy for her..
yet me so cold n bored workin there..
haas luckily got her "Jia You!?"..
where i got motivated..
tried to serve more customer..
find out that lots of customer scared of their wife..
husband wanna buy..
but wife either say consider..or wan other brand..like sony
freak sony man!?
at night time..
at bout 7.15pm..served one couple who were interested in buyin cam..
introed them to olympus..
husband like..
but wife like sony..
no matter how i sae sony nt good..
the wife like neber listen de LOL
served them till 8.50pm..
skipped my dinner of cuz..
in the end..
they didnt buy..Freak..
if they buy sony i wil hang myself Gosh..
after i fang gong..
take bus to hougang plaza to look for..Zy,Wr,Ca,jeff,ahyang,jiayang,derrick n their friend..
saw Gg at plaza eatin hahas
then me n Gg went to play pool..
Gg look kinda guai guai de (erm nt weird but decent lookin ^^,)
cuz he got his 0 degree de specs on..
we both played decently well xP
after that CHUN AIK PUT AERO PLANE TO ALL OF US
we intend to play dota 3vs3..
he..jus fang fei ji lorr..
got two of them came specially for the game..
yet he like that..
leave veri bad impression on them
reak him..
after finishin the game..
need to rush home cuz promised dear will go home early at bout 12am de..
but veri veri hungry so sms her that i go home as soon as i finish eating.. she didnt reply..
think she slp le xP
so for now..
i also goin zZzz le
tc lots ya

2007-07-07T01:41:00.000+08:00

10th june..

our 1st month..

nehber celebrate ...only simply use a sweet sms to inform the other..

cuz i workin..

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okay skip all the way to 04/07/07

we had some kinda misunderstandin which nearly break us up..

but i choose to start all over meaning forget everything n start afresh..

things worked well till 2day..

also had 2 matches of dota wid chunaik.. using same hero..

phantom assasin..

2 pics posted up there >.<

kinda win him wid lil effort although early game was kinda hard to survive..

after i buy battle fury..

wow..

GameOver for him le..

muhahahas

ok then 6/7/07

went office after my 9am acc lecture n 11am tutorial..

manage to get my pay at bout 2.30pm..

rushed to novena

cuz my dear went for skin treatment..

reached at bout 2.55pm..

waited about 30mins she jiu dao le xP

accom her to amk where we took bus to my hse..

slack slack

chat chat..

watched xiao Q.. the dog movie..

after that ^^,

do our stuffs then jiu sent her to busstop to go back her home..

after seeing her on bus..i went to look for wen rui ,xiao wei( my gan jie =.=l) and chun aik..

we walked to kovan to eat eat..

chat lots..then me n chun aik went to lan to have our dota game..

won him again but wid my newly learned hero Ursa warrior

pic above also xP

boss called n tell me some info about where chun aik n wenrui work tommorow ..

after the long match..

we went to Hplaza to look for wenrui,jeff,jiayang,ahyang(the pro haas won me in pool) n of cuz my current temp dota shi fu.. derrick >.<

time past..

wen rui,chunaik come to my hse (of cuz wid me also).. oh ya on the journey..

chun aik was kinda playin wid his hip jelly ice cream..

he was tryin to perform L.C OMG!!??

okie after passin a shirt to chun aik..they left my hse..

so i go bathed then now goin slp soon..

workin at mega courts 2moro =)

wish me luck guys hahas

2007-07-06T00:47:00.000+08:00

wil be updatin some important dates nia..

03/06/07
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okay that day's her special day..
birthday*
begin to start her present at about 12+am...
till bout 5.30+am
yawn*then went slp..
woke at bout 11am..
prepare some stuffs then went to dear's hse to pick her up..
so we went take bus to hougang at bout 1pm+..
i suggested to stop at hei se hui..
n walk to bugis since she neber try b4..
nt that far though
hmm..walkwalkwalk..
finally reached bugis street..
we went to buy tickets for the movie which i planned for her to celebrate her b'dae..
(i planned the whole day 's events le hahas)

(n haas of cuz,all the events must be paid by me cuz don wan b'dae gal to pay ma^^)
shrek3!?
at bout 4.10pm de show..
but that time only 2+pm..
so i treated her to starbucks..
she neber try b4 also..
erm..$7 for a (chocolate ice blend hehez) no lar is called something lik
"chocolate chip frap..."
after drinkin..
still nt 3pm yet..so we go walk walk.. bugis street..bugis junction..
n decided to take some neoprints..

spent abit more $ hehez it's worth it de ba

neoprint only bout 16 dollars?

then walk walk inside bugis junction abit..

played afew arcade games...

abit hungry le,jiu ask her go where eat.. planned afew places like..

ajisen?billybombers?swensens?

but think she don like noodles n nt that hungry..

so swensens was the choice..

we went in n ordered..

u.s fries&dips,a green coloured drink,chicken baked rice and seven seas chicken(which suz).

we shared the food..

nt tat ex..only bout 37+dollars?

time was jus nice for the movies..

so we simply went in n watched..

was quite nt bad..

after watchin...

i asked her come my hse to see her present...

so we took bus 87 back my hse..

she quite like the present(i think*?) hahas

chatted wid her awhile jiu sent her home le xP

in conclusion..

although spent somehow lotsa $ but it's all worth it ^^,

2007-06-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

sry for the long waitin >.<

~10/05/07
asked her a question..
she replyed" Yupp^^ i shall be ur gf^^"
so officially,at 11.57pm..
i had my 1st gf xP
had a long time sms n chattin wid her..

(hmm well,days nt stated means either in sch or workin..)
.
~11/5/07
went out wid her for the 1st time(1st date i meant^^)
chun aik accom us(to me exact is bring up my courage haas)
we went to her hse to 'fetch' her..
then we went to take mrt to ps..
didnt dare to hold her hand though lol
she wore..hmmm a whiite shirt n a skirt..
bought our tickets in cathay..
bridge to don noe wad tia de lol!?
kinda borin show.. i think
6pm+ le..
chun aik wanna go meet his mom for dinner then join us l8r..
so we bid gdbye to him..
still haven hold hand zzzzZzz
so miserable?
>.<
asked her where to go..
she say don noe haas
so i brought her to vivo..
walked to the play ground place..
then climb up the stairs to the place to play water.
hopin to do something but like veri hot there LOL
so we went into pet safari..
walk again n again to the doggie department..
at the 4th time...
holded her hand^^
we walk walk to the place in which we could watch cable cars..
at that time is bout 7+pm ba.
quite nice scenery^^
then we went to walk walk inside vivo where we came to a shop sellin ownself made stuffies..
so the sales girl explained the thingys but this shop..
after explain she asked whether we would lik to do one..
so i think"erm,today 1st date.. should get something for her^^"
n then we choose the 'skin'..
ask the person help us pump the feather in..
took some time durin the process..
so meanwhile,we choose a japanese out fit for it(the stuffie is a pupp)
after all this was done..
we went to a com section to cr8 it's birth cert^^
n then haas
'PrinceBlur' was borned!?
paid bout $60 for it xP
ermerm,it was 9+pm le..
chun aik also called to ask us wait for him at potong pasir..
hmm then we walked to the mrt station.
n walk walk walk to the last cabin ..thinkin that not much peeps will be there..
but who noes..
surprised me lots..
bavani n shh...(forget how to spell her name haas) was jus sittin there..
so i jus intro them to her lor xP
chitchat wid her all the way to potong P..
sit at a place to wait for him.. he reached in a lil while...
so shocked to see me holdin her hands..
LOL..
he da pao cereal prawns for me >.<
we went her hse below to eat the prawns..
but after eatin two..
i feel abit puky..
so don wan eat le..
bout 10+pm sent her home.. xP
that's bout all ba..
for the bus ride room jus chat wid him lor

~13/05/07
she misunderstand wad i meant OMG..
made her real angry n sad..
aiyyo..
but after seein me in that"ke lian " state..
she listened to my explaination n she said sry ^^
then in return,she gib me a hug.. =P
but however,we had our 1st official huggies at bout 8+pm.. outside the lift there..
~15may
haas something jus happened .. only she n me noe...
secret?!

hint> forehead ..cheek.. xP

~16 may..
err bout the same things ba.. huggies.. n something more special then 15th.
heez no more hint haas
at bout 11pm ba ^^
outside the lift too..

~17 may
our 1st week..
wake up soso early to sent her to sch..
wake at bout 5am..
reach her hse there bout 5.40am..
then met wid her ..
wait for bus..
bus came at bout 5.45am..
we sat at the most back seat.. right side..
she slept while lyin her head on my shoulder thru out the journey..
holdin hands all the way to her sch..
we went to the back gate..
n she gib me something sweet b4 goin into the sch
but things get worse..
her cher saw us at the road (b4 we went to the back gate)..
stirred up lots of trouble..
worried lots..
lucky no things happened..
ate my break fast at mac... n left for sch at tpy inter 7.30am..
reached sch at 8.30am..
1pm..
i fang xue le..
go tpy again.. 1hr ride..
fetch her home..
but somehow made her angry again..
due to eggy...
she said somethings i don like.. but i nvm ..
everything end up wid a 1st..sweet n loving thing...
~20may..
i am being described as being dumb..perhaps i am dumb n stupid..
hurts lots..
~22may..
feelin so down..said something mean..
but after some talkin..
things were fine though..
(hope she'll remember the promise.....)
~30may..
she as my Gf came my hse to sit slack play haas
fun day xP
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will update the rest 2moro ya..yawn^^
tired..

2007-05-31T01:04:00.000+08:00

10th may..
(postpone)
... will update next time... currently nt in the mood to write bout the happy times.. hope for understandin..
sry guys..

my current mood = luan.. feels that i'm stupid fool..
am i doin too much..?

he passed away..

2007-05-11T09:35:00.000+08:00

out of everything..
i hope he didnt..
don noe why..
the smile on my face..
seems to be fading..
but i had also hold back my tears..
..
my grandpa passed away..
6+am this morning..
..
i dont seems to find any reasons to go back anymore...
haizx.
hope he could rest in peace..

2007-05-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

5/5/07...
nth much to say ba... jus wake up..
pon morning make up lecture..
reach mega courts at 10.50am..
nt late..
whole day veri luan n confused..
so mood..
sold only 1 camera..
means my pay for tis day = $60 only..
left at 10pm..
nth much to do..
go home.
slp.. haas

6/5/07
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reach mega kinda late..
11.06am..
work..work...work..
boring life..
hahas sold 9 sets today..
so my pay = $100 for today..
xP
well.. very tired..
10pm fang gong again..
didnt go home..
but take cab to xiao blur de jia...
nt her hse.. below..
help her wid maths..
till bout 11.15pm..
saw her parents below her hse too
cuz they fang gong le..
then her mom see her.. ask her to take her books back home study..
afterthat i accom her go find her mom after i help her take her books.,.
i said hi to her mom n lil bro..
n we (me,her,her mom,her bro) take lift to her hse floor..
i continued to teach her till 12+am..
then she accom me to the busstop..
she reached home le 4get call me..
make me so worried la..
well think that's bout all le,.
7/5/07
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in conclusion..
i was kinda pissed n fed up..
no mood for everything..
at night.. then find out all this was due to concern..
>.<

2007-05-06T02:52:00.001+08:00

okay since someone ask me update.. i jus update ba xP
>.<
4/05/07
woke up real late lor..
tutorial startin at 11am..
but..10.20am,i am still on bed =P
after doin the neccesary thingys..
rushed down to flag cab..
well..only managed to reach sch at bout 11am la..
somemore cost me near 8 bucks .. ($.$)??
done alot of writing( i simply hate writing..)
n acc's lesson end at bout 12.30?(i think?!)
then kee ffee n company ask me accom go take EzLink..
at that time abit hungry le.. so we had lunch at the..
erm..
hmm..
i think is engine sch?!
i had somehow mix mix vege rice..
n rushed to take bus home..
bus long long neber come..
so i also wait long long..
20mins past..
bus finally cam..
15mins bus ride..
Yawn!! so sleepy at that time..
8 bus was like so long..

i alighted at the library there..
waited awhile then 27 came..
30mins again.l.
i somehow haate busride..
will become blur blur de.. also abit dizzy.. ***??
finally reached hougang n walked bout 1 km home..
soo farr.. so tired la..
reached home at 2.20pm when i was going to meet my friends at 3pm in kovan mrt..
as soon as i finished my everythingy..
i called xiiao blur..
she always answer me in those blur blur tone de heez
she said she will be late..
but nvm la hor..
girls' right?! think so? (^^,)
managed to hop onto the same bus as eggy eggy...(my friend 's nickname)
zZzZZ busride again..
the 1st thing after i alight at kovan was to visit the quick deposit Dbs de..
my precious 1k odd pay la..
hahas
hurried to the mrt where we met up wid 2 more lao peng you...(nara n shafie)
i simply tell them...:erm,1 more person joinin us,n hmm will be late ba..? n of cuz.. don bblame her heez...n don pi ping her..^^,
when she reachin kovan le.. we simply jus hopped onto the same train n cabin..
she sat on the extreme left..
wid me beside her..
chunaik beside me..
n the two fella beside eggy..
decided to watch spidey at cathay..
bought the 4.15pm show..
when it was finally near 4.15pm. we had our popcorn n drinks ready..
somehow when we were at the entrance door there..
there were a huge crowd la..
due to mistake of cathay..
they also blur blur de
the 4.15pm show was suppose to be fully book de..
but they acci duplicate the ticket n sold to us(public)
the manager came apologise to us(the public too)
they sae they will allow us to watch the 6pm de show..
as well as compensate us wid a free ticket(guess pretty worth it)

so jiu yuan liang the manager ba..
hahas
anything for us to do.. so we simply sit at a sofa thingy..
same sitting arrangement as the mrt sitting..
we sit for bout 1hr+
.. for me..
time seems to stop at the time (4.30)
erm.hmm..
but hope someone really enjoy it ba..
that person was like so so sleepy la..
so ke lian cuz study till late night..
okay
6pm.. we entered the hall n sit at our seats..
eggy>xiiao blur>me..
the other 2 fella behind..
hmm (don noe why ar) my right hand like so cold lor hehez
somebody noe why.... >.<
but it's okay =)
it's a gd show.. n after the show.. we went to play arcade..
initial d ver3 wid eggy>basketball> then played a fun game wid xiiao blur..
she becoming more clever le.. hahas
i hate the egg n steak game..
well,had a pleasant time there.. but in the mid of the game..
nara n shafie went home le..
suddenly remember somebody own me the movie$$
hahas so jus ask her treat me to LJS
..
so full la..
she was the same..
ZzzZz sleepy lor(nt me.. her..)
fried stuff..
gosh..
we(eggy,me,her) went take mrt back hougang.. no place sit lor..
so pack..erm wait i think/.
hahas got got.. we were able to find seATS..
me as a guy.. n xiao blur jas..as a girll..
i of cuz must song her home de..
we waited in the interchange for 325..
jus awhile of time..
the bus came..
durin the bus ride..
wo de shou hen suan..
also donnoe why (^.^)?
she'really tired..
can see that..
the ride last only 20mins..but to me..
it's like so so so long..
well,had a gd n pleasant ride ba..
reached her home de bustop de jiu ask her wakey..
she looked blur blur de..
to be safe..
ask her reach home sms me..
i sent her gd night message..haas if nt she might nt slp well(haas kiddin de la xiao blur)
as me n eggy continue the ride home..
nt long after i reached home..
i fall asleep..
my phone wasnt charged..
alarm clock wasnt set.. too
somemore i got to wake up at 9.50 am de lor..
got to work on sat de..
so had to pon the lecture on sat.. bo bian..
hhaas.. zzZzZz nearly cant wake up lor..
but luckily...
she called my hse...
lucky.. thanks alot green green..
smiles lots
nn
n the story for 5/5/07 will continue 2moro.. cuz the writor now veri very tired
after writing these long long blog..
classmate request de hahas..
dozzing off soon le.. sry cant continue the 5/5/07 de..

writen by: winston?! (>.<)|l|

picture!~

2007-05-02T01:15:00.000+08:00

2007-05-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

had been really busy(having fun though),
wid my poly life..
somehow able to remember Some of my classmates..
we had fun in sch..
okay that guy wid that cool cool bag will be Keffe..our class rep..
..that's all for poly stuffs..
hmm that girl up there will be my xiao nao.. haas
hmm she's tryin to look like her sis?
i don noe?!
hahas
well...
i fine day after me
teaches her math..
found something on my lecture notes!?
Omg!?
see the above Rofl
>.<
(you all must be wondering who drew that..
erm hmmm don need guess le..
is her la..
Diiao o_0?
zZZz
jus now..
feel abit weird weird de..
someone uses a "FxxxER" word when having a conversation wid me..
sad..
disapointed..
but nvm ^^,
yuan liang nii le okay
(>.<)|l|

2007-04-18T12:58:00.000+08:00

17/04/07
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that day was pearlyn's b'dae...
happy belated 17th birthday !!
. .
.. ..
... o ...
.. ..
. .
well,didnt slp the whole night..then had breakfast at bout 8.30am wid Guang..
he didnt change lots..
we jus simply chat..
somehow all of them are of veri interesting topics...
after the chat..
call up one of my close pals for a chat..
however .. due to too tired..
fall aslp..
lol
slp till 3pm..
went to office at bout 4.45..
stay till 6pm..
talk bout alot of things..
yawn..
hmm,accom egg go ct hair..
afterthat take cab to hougang chalet opp..
hahas
had my dinner"takeaway" at the "lao ren ju le bu"
finish eating le... she then come down (^^)
teach her something bout math..
found out that i abit blur bout star Q de maths le.. Rofl..
had a gd time tere till 10+..
accom her go buy eggs from econs then me n eggy g take bus back to hougang
meet up wid my close pal..
had a great chat..
there's laugh n smiles all over the chat..
think it's bout all le ba..
well i failed to wake up at 5am again..
erm think i got wake up.. but too slpy le then slp back ba..
lol
=P
ps jas..

2007-04-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

every days's been rather..bored i could say.
but everyday.. there's always surprises..
however, thanks alright..you noe who you are ba (^^)
.
.
..
..
...
...
yup n right here..
i am back to square 1..
heard this song.. lots n lots of time recently...
kinda like this song again..
oh well..
kinda feel pressured..
blur n emo is always part of me ya .. hahas

2007-04-10T14:40:00.000+08:00

the shirt is from da zhong..

the container wid a doggy printed is from Zy..

the chain..from summer eggy..

2007-04-10T14:08:00.000+08:00

9/4/07..

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my b'dae..

most of my friends nt free..

till night..

so morning i was like rotting at home..

at bout 12.30pm i went to office "reached at bout 1.30" n found that

the door is locked.. gosh..rushed to TpY to meet her..

she haven reach so i went bank to exchange my cash cheque to $$

$536..

waiting near 1hr la..

after that..

found her at bread shop..

asked her accom me go bank in my $..

then

went koufu to eat..

n i ate chou...

ZzZzz

ate finish le we took mrt to ps..

saw uncle 5 n jeffrey sellin cam as usual..

a rdshow ba..

we managed to catch the 5.05pm show

the Number 23..

such a GD sleeeppin show la

n in the mid of it.. found out that we are sitting in the C11 n C12..

11+12=23

after the movie..

i sent her home..

n then take a loop bus bacck to hougang,,

then i went to plaza to find them..

we did all the traditional stuffs...

n i kena bullied by the gals despite my size yo

u know ..

lol

after the game..

we went to kpt..where i had my dinner..

n..

after the chattin all that..

yx ask me to join the crowd..to accom her home..

n near her hse the shi hou..

summer egg pop out from donnoe where wid a stupid cake on his hand"i name it stupid cuz i having teethache n cant really eat it.."

but thanks lots

n there goes the b'dae singing..

lol

haas had lots of fun..

as for the other free gifts.

see the next post ..

tc lots

2007-04-10T13:44:00.000+08:00

6/4/07

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workin day that day.. woke at bout 7.30am ba..

went to boonlay HV warehse sale..

sold bout 9 sets..

but tio complained by a bastard...

then go home slack slack bath slp...

7/4/07

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changed workin locatio le..

parkway parade HV

met up wid gary at 9.15 in compass area..

he's a good guy ..

coaches me well ..

we ate breakfast at PP area..

then went to work.. i was selling nikon for fri to sun..

ZzzZz

in a new place..new way of doing things..

veri weird.. opps.. is "guai guai de" haas

at night went home..

sold none..

8/4/07

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done the same thing..

but however..

more aggress that day..

so sold bout 3..

so lil la

haixz

well,2moro's my b'dae..

okay..8/4/07 is a sunday n i had a good evening..

cuz...

i was being booked by jas..hahas..

finally so many days of workin days..

someone asked me out..

i took 43 to her hse area..

happened to get off the bus to early..

kinda lost..

i am at 97X while her hse is at 91X

sooo Faarr

n somehow i am able to find her hse then went up the lift to her floor..

then wait for her at the staircase..

i called her sayin i am kinda lost..

hahas

she went out of the hse n while waiting for the lift..

she didnt even notice me la..

blur her..

i called her n she somehow get a fright hahahas

1 to 0

she accom me to supper at mac..

i played her hp game..

n her top score was like 3xxxx...

n when i played till 4xxxx le..

she was tryin all her best to make me lose lor..

etc. covering my eyes...

(^^)

however.. i still manage to get a score of 65xxx

but i decided to gib her the score hahas

so the title name will be 'jaswp'

..she gave me a gift..

n hurt her fingers in the process too

i was somehow touched you see...

after it. she accom me to busstop..

2 to 1..

ZzzZz i lost..

mayb for the score thing..only she know ba..

"stop laughing after seeing this blog okay jas"

"ya i lost"

haas

reached hougang at bout 11.55pm..

5more mins to my b'dae..

i was thinking that no one would sent me sms to graz me de lor..

but still managed to recieved a few..

thanks all..

reached home opened the b'dae gift from jas..

guess..the pic was on top..?
haas well,she gave me a teddy..
n inside the box.. there's a lots of stars..
all fold by her..
thanks jas..

2007-04-03T09:24:00.000+08:00

2/4/07
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a boring monday i could say.
nth much to say since i slept till bout 1pm..
accom dad go my aunt shop..
cut my hair..
veri short..
can go sch liao haas
after i cut my hair.. it was already 6pm?
the i go home lor..
very very bored day..
reached home at bout 6.40pm ba..
slack till 9.30pm..
bu xiao xin fell asleep le..
3\4\07
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woke at 6.18am..
slack till now..
don noe wad to do l8r on..
still thinking wad to do..

2007-04-02T01:18:00.000+08:00

working from 31st march to april fool day..
in TPY courts..
good working enviroment..
but somehow.. the amount of customer veri little that weekend..
dayys were quite pleasant during the two days..
..
the boring part..(my emo? note..)
the wound "seems" to had healed over this short period of time..
long time neh feel this kinda "hurt" feelin le..
to b exact was from bout feb 20+..
last night..
somehow..something happens n made me felt weird...
i am confused whether it's a sad feelin or..
simply felt hurt?
confused..
the scar seems to deepen more..
so let time heals it again..
although planning to do someting when my b'dae is near..
but now after the incident..
may have to reconsider..
although didnt find much more good points bout that matter,
but instead..
more weakness..
no good.....
time is needed..
for one to be more mature..
as for me..
time always seems to be main factor...
why???
hidden~
--------------------------------------------------------
confused.

2007-03-30T02:26:00.000+08:00

28/3/07
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at evening time...
brought CA to office..
irritated by dad..
??? ?? by friend..

had a chat wid boss..
not a good chat due to my "lousy" sales.n sales talk..
the chat last for bout 20mins..

wasnt really feelin so good after so much of unfortunate thingys..
nvm..
smiles*^
luckily..
after receiving a sms from a friend..
felt much relieved n cheered up.. (ty "snoring polar bear~!~" xP)
then went kovan slack slack..afterthat go home..
tried to stay awake till 5.15am...
but failed to n went to dreamland at bout 5.05am..weak me.
cannot even endure..
fed up wid myself..
ZzZzzz
29/3/07
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meet up wid Jj,Zy.Yx n went somerset to collect report..
collect hao le..me n jj wid zy went tp to summit our form lor..
at bout 6?pm..
reached hougang plaza..
where we had lunch..
n played pool...
5 peeps played(me,Wr,Zy,Jj n Mx)
...
...
returned home at bout 10pm ba..
slack slack ..n chat wid a girl living on the 10th floor >.<,
xP
Rofl
n now playin online game.. hopefully can tong till 5am..
jia you to me ^^,

2007-03-28T15:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday~
27/03/2007

a fun day i suppose... =)

morning.. bout 9+am then met up wid Zy , n her other friends..
so ps lor..
i was late..
afterthat we went somerset ..
i was the only one doin body check up..
ZzzZz the gals jus went to collect their report..
>..<
but luckily..saw Jj , Yx n Zhi Yi there..
they also wanna check up xP (i was nt alone!!)
^^,

had a series of fun acti goin on during the check up hahas
however.. we done our check up at bout 12pm lor..
haas is like so early finish..
erm erm
then we went wisma to have our lunch.. where Jj performed his way of (sucKin) eating prawn de head xD
after lunch we went sony gallery slack slack..
but nt long l8r i left w/o them n went to toa pa yoh...
.
gosh.. chij was a hard place to find lor ...
...................................................................
went to tpy cuz i am goin to meet a friend(jas?!)
she gave me direction to go her sch there..
veri very de weird ...(guai guai de!!)
somehow,the direction veri veri guai ~~
haas too funny le rofl xP
hmm still can meet her after long searching yawn yawn..
ZzzZzz haas (note to jie min:one more type of toppin up $ ba heex)
..
i chat wid her all the way to vivo city...played her mobile game too..
she jus worried bout when to get off the train.. veri kawayi lor hahas
as promised. we go walk walk around vivo,,...
bought 2 pairs of tickets..
4.20pm << mr bean =)
6.55pm.. <-- hearty paws..
before the 4.20pm..
i made her angry .. soo sad la.
sry jas...
she also told me something during that time..
made me feel down
and thinking bout something for sometime..
but happy thing was that she forgived me..
but i still thinking bout that matter..
wad she say was quite true..
=(
haix
nvm,it's all ended liao ma..so i will jus don think bout it..
..
..
i treated her to movies n she treated me to a drink =)
then we went into the movie..
the theatre was lik freakin big la..
we were like goin crazy during the start of the movie(mr.bean)
but after awhile.. nt so funny le xP
okay la .. cannot say nt funny.. abit lor.. jus abit... =)
after the show was like 6+pm le.. we still go walk abit then went to giant to buy my drink,pringles, n choclate xP
late by 10mins..
but the movie stil haven start yet lor
hearty paws was indeed a gd movie..
n the sitting was funny too,,
to the right of me was a loving couple(the gal was cryin like so poorthing lor..number1 cryer for her Cheers!!)
n the interesting part which made jie min so so so hooked on haas
to the right side of her was a loving... loving ...
sooo loving.. hahas nt couple but gay ~~
a touching story..
durin the show.. the happening inside the show made me think bout my dog..
so, i shed tears ...missed my doggie..
..
hmm in the ending..
she cried too... eyes became so red.. poor her.. (number2 cryer for her smiles)
after the show..
we went to take mrt n i somehow was LOST?!
but to a little effort..
i manage to figure out where was the mrt station..
accompanied her to kovan where she wanna look at the hp pouches..
sad that it was already 10+ n all the show closed..
at the time.. i was like (so so so hungry la)
she accom me to mac where i had my dinner..
she didnt ate..(mayb scared fat ba heez)
after mac dinner..
i accom her take bus n we were chattin all the way la but the jouney was lik so short.. or nt can chat even longer ZzzZ
reached her hse de busstop..she alighted..wid my jacket diao o_O
i didnt say cuz i wanna see she how blur =p
blur gal she is ..smile ^^,
heard Wenrui they all were at pool.. so go look for them ..
haiz that time i was on the phone wid her,..
so bo bian but to ask her hang up lor..
reached home bout 2+am.. so tired..
after bath.. i slept le..
today..
goin office l8r as got camera training..
bring zy for inter n training too..
guess .. blog again l8r ba

tc lots..
nan de..
really veri nan de to have such a happy outing....
thxz girl..

bye bye

2007-03-27T02:07:00.000+08:00

14-18/03/2007
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i was in standby team..but somehow a guy in suntec BCam (fuji) stirred up some probs ba then i replaced him..
worked wid a promoter named shirley..
considered nt bad in sales.. (in the end of the sales.. fuji n casio was e brands wid the lowest sales)

boring days during this period...
no customer..

but luckily..
a girl came all the way from hougang to meet me for dinner/lunch bout 2-3 days ba..
thanks lots jasmine~!!

although she doesnt noe how to take mrt n even afraid of takin the wrong train...
she still bring herself to board up the train..
touched i could say..

ah yang replaced a girl in samsung for a day friday i think..
had a pleasant day wid his appearance ba haas

oh ya.. n of cuz..
mj joined olympus during sat n sunday..
think that she had a pretty good sales ba.. gd luck ya..
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19-25/03/2007
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from monday to thursday..
work work work n work ba..
wid uncle five..
had a pleasant time workin wid him ba..
every night was like 2am slp then 9.45 wake up..
however..
friday was diff ba..
at night.. went chalet at downtown..
(will put in pics a few days l8r ba)
enjoyed it wid my friends then wake up at 10am..went for work late..
sat.. kaixin joined in our olympus booth...
gary sell samsung for the weekend..
..
as for mon 26/03...
went m'sia muar to visit my relatives n grandpa..
n as well met up wid helen..(she was my friend whom i knew long ago..)
n now bloggin..
so tired n sleepy now..
changed my blogsong..
cuz someone say my previous song doesnt suit my blogskin lor..
ZzzzZz

yawn*

tc lots ba friends

2007-03-13T04:44:00.000+08:00

guess,i am just dat lazy to continue though~
cuz the journey wasnt that amazing ba...

days filled by bordom seems to b continuing it's journey wid me..
jus cant figure out wad's some peeps de mindset..
perhaps..it's jus their true form..
nt to me to decide whether their true form is gd or bad cuz i aint no freaking referee....

hmm came to think of it.. it didnt really matters if i step in.. it isnt my prob..

been thinking bout loads of worthless matters..
thinking them seems to be part of my life...

me
jus finished a 4 day IT show at suntec..
earn jus a mere $500+-
n now jus slackin at home n wid some friends enjoyin b4 the poly life starts ba..
went into TP.. business/logistic and operation/marketing..
Cut-Of-Point=15 *freakin high la*

luckily..my L1B4-CcA=13..
so got in lor..
it doesnt really matters if i got into my 1st or 6th choice.. or even course that wasnt in my 6 choices..
although i only put 6 choices Lol
..
back to the previous topic..
that's more to come..
n me..
jus waiting for it to come n i will simply look n listen.. n of cuz endure it..
my dad had been rather friendly to share his opinion wid me..
..
guess that bout all peeps..
thanks for readin this boring blog from a person wid a boring life..

2007-02-27T14:12:00.000+08:00

edited the songs part of my blog..
changed the song... but for those who likes Wo Ke Yi..
could just click the stop key on top n click the play key at the song portion xP

back from m'sia..
went there at bout 6pm on sunday..
reach bout 9+pm? =P

..
..

waited till 12am then someone bring me n my mom to dou fong..
that time.. most ppl playin fire works...
something lik national day.. i also got try some small one..
quite fun actually ba
at nite .. too cold =X
cuz got air con..
then slept in the living room...
mornin wake up le go eat pork rib soup..
afterthat , went to my grandpa coffee shop to bai nian..
he's kinda cute lor =)
Zzz goin out soon..
so come back then continue =)

2007-02-23T01:49:00.000+08:00

nth much to write about my blog though..

bo bian...i am such a boring person..

my days will be jus spending money on things which are nt needed..
playin arcade...
Gambling..
pool..

life simply filled wid boredom...
n somehow.. find myself doin stupid things..
lik for example..
drinkin tiger now?

abit siao..

found out that it's simply bulllshit that being drunk can make urself high n become numb"cause nt thinkin those sad stuffs"...

for me,i am jus a unlucky chap..
the only thing lucky will only be o'lvl result..

lost nearly every match of 'pool'
lost nearly all my $ in gambling..
lost something i really hope for...

jus a unlucky chap ba...

tis will b the end of the bloggin of a unlucky person..

sign off
theUnluckyChapWeiiz
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2007-02-18T04:36:00.000+08:00

okay..

HappY New Year guys!!

it's kinda extra intake of $$ ba

haas

today will be the 1st day of the festival..

n i'll b goin for Bball l8r on

guess ,it wont b as fun as b4 ba..

cuz i also feel sianz le..

waiting upon tomorrow where i will be goin my mom's place to" bai nian"

haas becos it will be more crowded ?

hope so lor

tc lots folks..

2007-02-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

boredom seems to be taking place in every inch of life recently..
mani things changed while somethings had to be forgotten..

nth much to say though

i am jus in emo mode these few days ba

getting a 14 for my L1R4 n

18 for my L1R5

my 1st choice Tp
business course..

hope to enter it ba

n

1 last thing..

Mani things are happening n heard many things too...
tryin to numb myself..

cuz i fcukin hate tis!

2007-02-13T03:37:00.000+08:00

well, 1 picture will b on Eating COOKIES!! haas >.<

erm that's something nice given by mj..

she oven promoter ma..

but really nt bad leh =)

n the other pics..

taken today..

at e funfair(l8r then say more xP)

wake up at bout 2pm.. haas cause freakin tired yesterday lor

then slack till 4+pm.. go out eat wid dad~

ate fish head curry..

saw Yuanxian n her new rebonded hair(haas say until like wig hor LOL)

then met Guang n sheng at arcade to plae~!

afterthat.. me n Gg went to play pooL whereas we wait for Zy.. (Weiting aka Toyota came soon after her)

played for 1hr?

both me n Gg played fairly well.. he improved alot..

err after playin pool..Gg wanna go home le so wei ting also wanna go home do Hw..

poor her

now it's the fun part..

we( chun aik, me n Zy)went to the fun fair.

admission fee cost us $2..

then we go in play 1 game..

the challenger!!

COST US $10 Dollars LOR

that ride rating ( 3/5 stars exciting)

i nt being proud but i jus couldnt feel that it's exciting enuff~

at 11pm.. we( wenrui,me) went for pool again...

n of cos .. i lost..

n now..

he's in my hse cos no more bus..

n 2moro we (me,mj,wenrui,zy) goin Tp n Nyp..

sign off

winston~

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2007-02-13T03:32:00.000+08:00

some pics taken in genting~

enjoyed alot .. lots of happy memories..

considering to have 1 more soon? hahas

sry for updating now =)

2007-02-08T03:55:00.000+08:00

Wow
zy's blog edit skills were superb!!

wonderful..
splendid..
marvellous..

mine sux big time..

btw blogskin changed..

2007-02-06T13:39:00.000+08:00

jus seen sheng's blog n seems lik he's havin a prob of uploadin pictures of his holy Nikkon D80 n fascinating cannon eos 400D...

so i post them up for him =)

haas these two were really good cameras...

i played wid both of them b4 but still cant decide which will b better haas

well now.. i am goin to e office alone..

Cos i am the only one sellin cameras!! xP

2007-02-06T02:47:00.000+08:00

well, done a few changes!

went genting durin 28th-31th january~
too lazy to write though
so simply read about it here
http://jus-yuki-webby.blogspot.com/
my friend had write veri detailed of it xP
.. 1st till now.. i did bout nth much ...
work?
slp?

but somethings did happened..
hope it doesnt take me down ...

takeare guys

2007-01-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

i shall skip wad happened on 24/01/07..

too bad la hor hahas

coz i 4getful ma..

lol cant remember wad i went or do during that day..

gome nasai~

25/01/07

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planning to wake up at 11am de

but in e end..

wake up at bout 1.20pm...

so wen rui slack at his home longer...

after i gett everything ready..

i rushed to hougang interchange

waited quite long for bus no.107 to office..

then wen rui board the bus when it reach serangoon ..

veri long n boring ride lor =.=l

n then finally reach le ...

i rushed to office n i was second..
so i wait lor.. my big day leh
finally get my pay lor..
wait wait wait.. n at last he's done..
so my turn.. boss calculate it for bout 30mins..
3.45 le... while bank closing at bout 4pm..
we ran from office to bank..
haas
then i asked for my money all in $50 n $10...
so i get 40 pieces of $50 n 4 pieces of $10..
$2040 was my december pay( i only worked 23 days for this pay)
n then we went to beach rd where i bought myself a pair of Dc shoes n 2 shirts...
go bugis slack slack... play games...
n saw haoz n ber...

take bus to kovan to have dinner at kovan mac...
zy joined us..
heard she got food poisoning...
sad rite.. tc zy
we waited for summer egg to fang gong.. n we go arcade enjoy....
after arcade went home lor..

today~~
haoz call me at 11.30am...
i tot it was 12.30pm liao ( coz he ask me go work ma,then my standby time is till 12pm only)
so i rejected...
nt even 1min ltr my boss call ... #$%#$%@#
haas then i orh orh okay.. where where.. wear wad .. xP
bathe le then go work lor.. novena square...
but nt actually inside... veri hard to go there... harvey..
go there... not even a customer came in..
( coz 2moro then grand opening)

me n haoz played wid SLR... wow
Cool lor..
see my pic above..
i am tryin out D40...
1k + de cam...
afterrthat i try a 3k + de camera..
D80
+
a lens (costing 1k plus '18mm-200mm')
haoz take a pic of a baby too..
veri kawayi neh hor heex
the baby was lik sayin :wa lau.. how dare u take my picture!!
haas rofl..
slack the whole day.. at bout 8.40pm..
ber came n giv us a surprized(although we aint being surprized LOL)
the in-charge also veri kind de... let us go off early..
then we went eat dinner...
kinda weird la
(me n haoz ate at 2pm.. n ate again at 7pm... yet we were eating again at 9pm..)
after dinner.. haoz go out smoke while i take pic of the nike..
which also means i had been to Vilocity(don noe spell correct anot =P)..
n then i accom ber to amk where she take 281 home n mine 74..

finally .. nw..
bloggin..
tired...
sleepy...
Yawn!!

2moro work at toa pa yoh courts...
11am-9pm.. sianz sellin samsung cameras..
wish me luck okay =)

wan meet me lunch also can..

sign off
winston
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