Thank you guys, always my form of support from different aspects
w/o you all, there wasnt a Winston of now
awaken me from these nightmares
the support seems to be pulling me up from the darkness
Really appreciated..
sometimes, it's only begins by myself..
tends to hold back some problems from revealing out
but it's all because i believe some of which
should be solved by myself and get over them.. personally
yet, still want to say another THANK YOU!!
~friends nvr regretted to have ,even when years passes on
7 /08/2008
3am now, as usual
didnt feel the urge to sleep though
done the projects!!
one test down,2 more to go
and 1 exam to add on the load
..
learned "dota" recently..
seems very new to me though
it's a form of socialize and relaxtion i think
come to know of a new friend..Christine~
had a few wonderful chats recently..
other form of motivation to me i guess..
Alright..
coming to the boring part..
Users, beware..
turn back or you might face winston's theories Muhahas !!
~
The path seems to be further as time goes on
wonder if it also meant that the "distance" is really far apart
always wanting to know the difference
hoping to change for what will benefit me and pull in the "distance"
can't see the ending point yet still struggles across the blazing dessert
Undoubt, the stress on myself mentally and physically
eventually builds up..
brought me to the cruel society and truth in certain times
for the past..
left me alone on the ground, still.. i will struggle to move on..
i had decided to let go of the past burden,
as i continue to venture towards this path of unknown world
praying for the long awaited destination to be the ending point..
Friends are my means of motivation..
For you are, my persevere for survival, my guardian angel to lead me on..
for you, even the slightest gleam of hope..
gets me moving..
what i noticed for now..
time leak away as i still continues onto my unknown path..
i'll treasure, what i have now..
not to grumble but will try to achieve much more..
even "if", the path venture into the devasted end of my journey..
where i found myself at the cruel fate..
i would understand, even"if" when the world come crushing down on me
one thing i will know, and one thing i wont know..
through my understanding of myself..
the painful truth will bring me down..all the way down
however, i will remember and imagine
the losing touch of my guardian angel...
the tears from her..
still, i knew..
it's not done intentionally..
it should not mean this way ..
But..
i will hang onto my belief and the shine of hope
from the smiles of her's..
..
the only thing i wont know..
will be the punishment inside myself..
whether, will i still carry myself up like now..
i will..
percieve the cruel world as a form of test..
and only sees the kind and gentle side of the worse.
though it's only you guys that pulls me up now..
i still hopes that..it might be "you" that stand by me even
when i am at my worse time..
end..
Sorry, and thanks those for reading through =)
Smiles*